Thy Servant Surrenders


When you shit the bed in Bangkok and the Queen of Sheba arrives at your doorstep to save you from yourself and remember it was she who came from the ends of the earth to hear the wisdom of Solomon and realize and remember nothing really ever changes.
Well, you’re just disoriented and may be needing a trip to the blue blood streets of Boston which give you happy feets or perhaps a heart full of remorse ancient and hard to live down which may be better than the former as a necessary recourse that will beat the curse and through investment in a people all good devoted to the G-d granted gifts of Creation and the Holy Ghost – Jews of all nations – M.O.T. or Frum, or graft are One in so many ways that One may sense the kindred Spirit binding all ties together in all eternally without having to speak of it or proclaim kingdom or even denote national revelation for what it may be.

20160916_101238Yes, we have our enemies, but we are not like them in the least way.
We are not violent, vindictive, unjust or anything like crusaders, zealots, murderers, or anything the wicked conceive of and bring to pass.
We are not Amalek who attack the defenseless from behind. We live, struggle, sojourn among proud, violent, deadly minds and souls.
We are kind to strangers; welcoming and putting ourselves out on their behalf, There are certain among the gentiles who practice a perverse and wicked sort of hatred for strangers or even their own brethren. And this is something that weakens any nation until they are not and the remembrance of them but a blot and blemish on the history written among them.
Edom, Sihon,Bashan, Amalek, etc. fall to ruin because they desire it and trust in oppression and fraud to cover what they covet and lack. They make enemies well enough because that is all they care to do.
When London Bridge is falling down, my fair lady, if the train goes off the track, pick it up, pick it up, and you’ll be back on the scene Jah-Crispy and Clean in due time and right order.
Before this, there is that(Proverbs 18:12).

daisyawardWe’ve been beaten by our enemies and have not but a proud bunch of belligerent bureaucrats left hungry for a reality that does not exist and slowly but surely destroys that which does or may.
People who would and want to help, love and care for one another cannot because the system we are trapped working in is hunting our very souls.
Terrorists are dumb, playing into the hands of an enemy no one may beat and make an enemy of their only Help, at One and the same time.
There is no figuring out G-d’s Ways. There is only obedience and prayer, love for One another and desperation admitted to and dealt with however we may.

Doctrine and Covenants 38:13, 14, 27 And now I show unto you a mystery, a thing which is had in secret chambers, to bring to pass even your destruction in process of time, and ye knew it not; But now I tell it unto you, and ye are blessed, not because of your iniquity, neither your hearts of unbelief; for verily some of you are guilty before me, but I will be merciful unto your weakness. Therefore, be ye strong from henceforth; fear not, for the kingdom is yours.
Behold, this I have given unto you as a parable, and it is even as I am. I say unto you, be one; and if ye are not one ye are not mine.

Otherwise, We who must be One, become many, divided and dispersed and all but destroyed by our own will to be or not to be, it doesn’t matter what the question is, ONLY what G-d decides the answer is or may be, and our agreement with that answer and will to do what He directs us to or decides is Just and Right and True, in any given circumstance.
The United States are divided and beaten if We the people abandon G-d and His Chosen and their connection to Him, which is inspired, prophetic and unsearchable – unknowable to anyone who thinks he may stand on his own or fight by his own strength and conquer others. All we have is Unity to go on; as dumb beasts, otherwise forsaken, and forgotten and rightly so.
I have failed Him and I don’t know what to do anymore. I appreciate all the help the United States have provided for me and others I love and care for, but there is no winning this war against people, creatures, even animals G-d has created for reasons we may hardly understand apart from His revealed Will and Word.
I personally admit nothing but defeat, I am a dead man walking in darkness, stumbling at noonday and knowing nothing at all of His Ways.
Dumb and guilty as hell am I. Perhaps more so, because of a professed “gift,” HaShem has turned my thoughts to foolishness, madness, and mockery. I am as a beaten foe of His.



Yirmeyah 20
Now Pashchur Ben Immer the kohen, who was also Pakid Nagid in the Beis Hashem, heard that Yirmeyah prophesied these things.
Then Pashchur struck Yirmeyah HaNavi, and put him in the stocks that were in the Upper Gate of Binyamin, which was at the Beis Hashem.
And it came to pass on the next day, that Pashchur brought forth Yirmeyah out of the stocks. Then said Yirmeyah unto him, Hashem hath not called thy shem Pashchur, but Magor Missaviv (Terror on Every Side).
For thus saith Hashem, Hineni, I will make thee a magor (terror) to thyself, and to all thy friends; and they shall fall by the cherev of their oyevim, and thine eynayim shall behold it; and I will give kol Yehudah into the yad Melech Bavel, and he shall carry them captive into Bavel, and shall slay them with the cherev.
Moreover, I will deliver all the wealth of this city, and all the produce thereof, and all the precious things thereof, and all the otzarot of the melachim of Yehudah will I give into the yad of their oyevim, which shall plunder them, and seize them, and carry them to Bavel.
And thou, Pashchur, and all that dwell in thine bais shall go into the [Golus] captivity: and thou shalt come to Bavel, and there thou shalt die, and shalt be buried there, thou, and all thy friends, to whom thou hast prophesied sheker.
Hashem, Thou hast induced me, and I was induced; Thou art stronger than I, and hast prevailed; I am a laughingstock all day long, every one mocketh me.
For since I spoke, I cried out, I cried chamas and destruction; because the Devar Hashem was made a cherpah (reproach) unto me, and a derision, all day long.
Then I said, I will not make mention of Him, nor speak any more in Shmo. But His word was in Mine lev as a burning eish shut up in my atzmot, and I was weary of holding back, and I could not.
For I heard the slander of many, Magor (terror) on every side. Report, say they, let’s report him. Kol enosh shelomi watched for my stumbling, saying, Perhaps he will be enticed, and we shall prevail against him, and we shall take our revenge on him.
But Hashem is with me as a Gibbor Aritz (Mighty Warrior): therefore my persecutors shall stumble, and they shall not prevail; they shall be greatly ashamed; for they shall not succeed; their kelimat olam (everlasting dishonor) shall never be forgotten.
But, Hashem Tzva’os, that tests the tzaddik, and seest the kelayot and the lev, let me see Thy vengeance on them; for unto Thee have I pled my cause.
Sing unto Hashem, hallelu Hashem; for He hath saved the nefesh of the evyon (poor) from the yad of evildoers.
Arur (cursed) be the day wherein I was born; let not the day wherein immi bore me yehi baruch (be blessed).
Arur (cursed) be the ish who brought news to avi, saying, A ben zachar (male child) is born unto thee; making him very glad.
And let that ish be as the towns which Hashem overthrew, and relented not; and let him hear the wailing in the boker, and the teru’ah (battle cry) at noontide;
Because he slaughtered me not from the womb; or that immi might have been my kever, and olam (forever) her womb enlarged.
Why came I forth out of the womb to see amal (trouble, toil) and sorrow, that my days should be consumed with shame?



I wish not but to be black and blue and red all over! That is the kindness due me.

You may only decide for you, or let Him.

My advice to One as to all, let Him do for us, what we may never do for ourselves or others with any degree of Truth and Righteousness that comes from Him alone.

Kehillah in Corinth I 1:30
But you are of Hashem in Rebbe, Melech HaMoshiach Yehoshua who became to us chochmah (wisdom) from Hashem, our Tzidkanut (Righteousness) and our Kedushah (Holiness) and our Geulah LaOlam (Redemption to the world), [Jer 23:5,6; 33:16]

I surrender!


Ruth 1:21 I went away full and Hashem hath brought me back empty; why then call me Naomi, seeing Hashem hath testified against me, and Shaddai hath made me very bitter?

About barzdovg666

I'm a revelationist/prophestylist, and lover and servant of HaShem of Hosts.
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