Isaac’s Anxiety Attacks


“Achilles cannot win a race with a tortoise. Indeed he will not even be able to get started. For to get from the starting point to a farther point out, he would first have to get to the halfway mark to there, and before that he would first have to get to the halfway mark of the halfway mark, and so on ad infinitum. But one can never reach an infinite number of points in a finite time. Nor would Achilles ever be able to finish the race. For to get to the end he would first have to get the halfway point, and to do this, he would have to reach the halfway mark to there. and so on ad infinitum. But one can never reach an infinite number of points in a finite time.” Zeno’s Races

And now, ladies and gentleman, watch me pull a rabbit out of a cat! (ha-ha…)

1 Corinthians 4:8 Already you have all you want! Already you have become rich! You have begun to reign–and that without us! How I wish that you really had begun to reign so that we also might reign with you!

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Sailing takes me away to where I’m always healing…

“Man was originally endowed with noble powers and a well-balanced mind. He was perfect in his being, and in harmony with God. His thoughts were pure, his aims holy. But through disobedience, his powers were perverted and selfishness took the place of love. His nature became so weakened through transgression that it was impossible for him, in his own strength, to resist the power of evil.” E.G. White

Galatians 4:28 Now we, brethren, as Isaac was, are the children of promise.

A sense of humor, āla Isaac, is more important and essential in surviving a life of folly and sin, in connecting on the same wavelength where otherwise opposed minds would never meet. The phenomena may also be found in rhythm, rhyme, and musical accord when not all march to the beat of the same drummer.


Humor of the hunted and the hunter, or the meek versus the strong or violent animals of prey; outwitting one another in a dance performance much like a ballet with a rich unheard Classical Orchestra’s Composition of melodious wonder, where breeds of both good and ill-humor meet and parlay or duel to the death, old wives’ tales may be found in the telling later, relating with fancy and whim the whole ‘come to pass’ as they saw or imagined it, and secret combinations are formed by spiritual familiars, oaths are taken, vows vowed, rites of initiation may be performed in pastimes of pure sport for which a different kind of intelligence necessitates directives from beneath and within an instinctual reaction’s guile for survival’s sake, and even when gifted with an obscene advantage, the harder they come, they harder they fall, One and all.


Ecclesiastes 9:11 I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.


Thus it was with the house of Isaac, and his two sons and what is most telling to me is that Isaac never received a new name, at least none that the Scriptures reveal, and there have been many opinions given by the learned as to why, and I will yet venture to add one more, though I may not boast of being ‘learned’ just lucky sometimes. Mayhap, methinks, that Isaac was too satisfied, if not happy, with his lot in life to appreciate gifts from above, and being embittered with his sufferings toward God, having never overcome this world in Christ. Having only the Divine Assurance that through Him would the L-RD reckon worthy heirs, as one who had a birthright to bestow and blessings many with divine inspiration, even as Israel would outdo him in because he had more children? And Isaac as Joseph did not agree with the inspiration or the L-RD’s Choice, even as Samuel found it difficult to find David and to see in him the future King of Israel. Esau, a wily, cunning hunter would prove too formidable an opponent, and of whom Jacob was rightly afraid of, though there must have existed brotherly affinity and mutual respect between them to some extent. God’s Will superseded all else and could not be contravened. Jacob loved Isaac and had compassion for him in or after a fashion that Isaac may not have wished to receive, being too proud and stiff-necked because of his sufferings he endured and of which he became known as the Master of, ever after.


“The warfare against the self is the greatest battle that was ever fought. The yielding of self, surrendering all to the will of God, requires a struggle; but the soul must submit to God before it may be renewed in holiness.” ~E.G. White

God was looking, however, at the hearts; and desired a compassionate, merciful reaction to these sufferings from either son, that His Attributes might become known through Isaac’s heirs. Long before blessings were in the mind of or upon the lips of Isaac to bestow, God had decided Jacob would receive the greater blessing, simply because Esau spurned it with such nonchalance and indifference. Jacob marveled at the thought of a blessing from his and his Father’s God and immediately recognized its eternal implications and worth to God’s Chosen and World. Esau may have loved himself and didn’t really care for his parents or family as a whole; being self-willed and satisfied, completely ignorant of Spiritual blessings and their worth along with the joys of holiness and serving God and his fellow man out of his own blessing if he might have had the opportunity to get to know his own heart and he soon would but not in the way he may have otherwise. He fed Isaac as an unwanted pet, which responsibility was keeping him from doing and being where he wished to be, living as he wished to live, and in the end brought an unclean meal in an unclean dish which Isaac wasn’t even hungry for and would have been more cursed than blessed himself for having indulged in as he had previously all his days, which oddly enough is probably the reason for the greater amount if not complete amount of all his sufferings? Nevertheless, this is what pleased Isaac, and so we may be sure his sense of humor was mostly from beneath, and of one who had endured hard knocks and given back his share to the world? At any rate, he had a nostalgia for his days as a youth, out hunting like his prized son, Esau, confirming Paul’s word, “Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death” (2 Corinthians 7:10). Who would save Isaac from “this wretched body of death”? Thanks be to Jacob and the lineage that would lead to Messiah’s Reign.


Hence, the L-RD of Life had hated Esau but Jacob He loved. Jacob sought the Kingdom in the here and now. Edom, who did manage to receive a new name, sought the world of men and mastery of it, being insensible to the Spirit above, yet plagued with his own heart’s pride, probably faulted to Isaac. “He laughs” is what Isaac means and so he found amusement in everything and in knowing a part of HaShem he enjoyed best, even if he had to suffer much to enjoy the same. Nevertheless, he did not come to know HaShem so deeply or reverently as Abraham his father or Jacob his son may have, having no desire to become like HaShem, satisfied with being his own man, and perhaps through Esau’s endurance and reconciliation with Israel, Esau may have won a new name for Isaac in himself (?) as Edom whom the L-RD recognized for his lordly caliber and hard-won character in his own right but as yet perverse and unholy or unclean in his own ways, unworthy yet worthy in his own estimation and imagination unreal as was his appeal, though he sought it carefully and with tears.

Edom, I say MAY, boy; may have only and strictly because he made peace with Jacob in the end, which was the result of Jacob’s initiative and Spirit-led guidance and reliance, as a grown man would, who came to maturity through much travail of soul, honest and hard labor for twice seven years, in a Spirit-led conquest and guided decision. Until the last moment, Esau may, I say MAY boy…have just as easily fallen upon Israel and killed them all. It was probably out of a small amount of respect (?) for Jacob’s prosperity in his own industry and the Presence of the Shekinah’s Glory Jacob returned within the persons of his children and his Name’s sake that stayed the hand of fury and rage, that is, to this day, known as Edom’s wrath/enmity. That and the fact that Jacob was already injured and afflicted as Esau would have him know of his own father’s misery which he endured in order to bestow blessings upon either son. Thus they might ‘connect’ on the same wavelength and commiserate as brothers proper may over a common grief and loss, trait and fate. But, nay, I say nay boy. For after herein reconsidering the come to pass, it could not have been a new name for Isaac whose descendants HAD to be reckoned through Israel by Divine Decree, unalterable and irrevocable, therefore.


His blessing is more like Ishmael’s with whom he would become confederate in the latter or present-day America. I’ll leave the matter in more sagacious hands and heads than mine own to reckon why Isaac was never given a new name, at least none Holy Writ have revealed to me thus far and may I have a hundred and twenty years in all and at least (!) to inquire of Them and at His Footstool! A fitting portion of the 400 years remaining for us to work with and enjoy the labor of, that we may secure and gain yet another 400 years, God willing, make His people faithful and deserving…L’Chaim!

Innerdal Tower, Romsdal, Norway

Edom owned the truth of life being unfair on all hands and his reaction was to live by his own rules and make that his creed. As a result, he was probably genuinely loved by many like himself or anyone else, save maybe Jacob, whom he at once despised and could not help but love, being born and fashioned in the same womb. Jeremiah 17:9 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked, beyond cure, Who may cure it? He longed to reign as king over his own strong-armed portion, but missed out on or spurned the blessed assurance of an everlasting heritage and portion no man could ever wrest from Him or take away by overpowering the inheritor of His blessing. Nevertheless, God is gracious and a blessing and portion were left in Isaac even for Esau.

Deuteronomy 23:7 You shall not abhor an Edomite, for he is your brother. You shall not abhor an Egyptian because you were a sojourner in his land.

All whoever helped Jacob/Israel were blessed for it.

And so, Esau “inherited the wind” in many ways and was therewith reluctantly satisfied for a time, because he had something else to focus on…”Freedom’s just another word for nothing left to loose…” the latter end of his blessing.”But when you grow restless, you will throw his yoke from off your neck.” Eventually, he would be doubly reluctant of having his life managed by the creature, and long for the better part of his blessing, same as all who fall in the folly of making their own arm their strength instead of trusting in the L-RD.

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The management of the creature may be We The People’s worst nightmare, one we’ve made worse by an Edomite like reluctance and a reaction in selfish pride. Again who could fault a man in whose breast beats an incurable disease?


There are times, however, when people like Esau may shine, when opposing an unjust rule of oppression is Law and if we did not Unite in former time, we must Unite now for the sake of Divine Liberty in lands as equally sacred as Israel was and is to Jacob and Zion ought to be to all the pure in heart forever.

Psalm 137:5 If I forget thee, O Jerusalem, may my right hand forget its skill…


For example the USPS, while creating at one time a wonderful, fanciful history unique to America and some valid record thereof, ultimately crossed the line and broke its own rules, being intentionally abused from its inception for Homeland Security’s sake, but when tampered with by the devil and his children, the Feds and Government otherwise minded, like today’s hacking and NSA craze, may deem it necessary to betray its people’s trust in order to keep them safe, and it’s all-out war on many levels sooner or later. And though the Postal Service may be redeemed, I don’t see any reason for it, as it has forever lost its real value in sentiment and nostalgia authentic, and perhaps is just as well put out to pasture as the Pony Express once were…’Tis like the unpardonable sin or trespass of the Catholic church and priesthood who used confessional boxes to betray its adherents, find out their secrets and betray them into the ears itching of the devil and his minions many who delight in breaking hearts, destroying the ‘houses of the holy’ and betraying spirits guileless and trusting, whom they may have at one time protected in the same way? Overreach strikes again! It’s as easy as taking candy from a baby, after all…But as I reckon, it’s a worse sin than buggery or rape, murder or theft of property, because it is like unto the sinful brood who stole the very words of Holy Writ and God’s Inspiration, wrested their meaning, misused their intent by misrepresenting God, making two-fold sons of hell any who heard them and believed in their testimony, leading many away unto the paths of the destroyer. It is no wonder the battle between good and evil has come down to piracy and hackery in the ‘Information Age’ so-called. And what a battle it has proved so far! Baruch HaShem! Judge not until the time (1 Corinthians 4:5)…Let me hear what God the L-RD shall speak, for He shall speak peace unto His people and comfort His Chosen (Elect) (Psalm 85:8)…and the better man shall overcome and claim victory, crown, portion, and hometown; and none of this of our own doing or anything men may boast in (Zechariah 2:12). For His work shall forever be guided by an unseen hand and reveal naught but what He had made known in the Beginning. And so, as Gad did think to choose the very best for himself, so shall he turn it over to him whom it does rightly belong that we may possess that goodly land until the end (2 Esdras 11). Not an easy task for a tribe of raiders to do, but if HaShem so wills it, who shall overturn? And in the very act thereof may Gad regain his integrity in due time, as all shall be restored unto their proper and perfect frame. We are all neighbors, after all, each man ought to enjoy his own portion fig tree and vine, etc.

Psalm 56:5 Every day they wrest my words: all their thoughts are against me for evil.


And so, if we knock down or demolish postal offices, may we be entitled to build synagogues where they once stood, in token of the Everlasting Covenant and Unity proper between brethren, building on the very foundations that may have been intended to separate man from man and turn neighbor against neighbor, and instead bring them back together of One Accord (Philippians 2:2).


For here in the “New World,” over time, we have quite forgotten what made the Olde World, old, intolerable, dangerous, unjust, unfair, and unlivable for many a haven or sanctuary seeker. What We The People came across the Atlantic Ocean both to escape and to receive – a New Name and Blessing much like Isaac’s, but from Israel given unto Yoseph in a like manner as Isaac blessed Jacob and Esau, now Ephraim and Manasseh, in that order Joseph! Opening a brand new door and windows of opportunity in the Heavens to receive a multiplicity of blessings, and by which the Dove what scouted out the Promised Land went and returned through, and which the Raven flew out and went its way straight to Nevermore, to implore and make its own opportunities happen much as Esau was eager to do…But We, with the Dove made a New Covenant which not even a ravenous Eagle may wrest away from Us, part of a Renewed Everlasting Covenant built upon similar yet better promises, in the long run, for to live a life Lawful, and enjoy the pleasant land Bountiful, Brave and free, Established for One as all at Divine Liberty; the same granted our forefathers in times ancient, yet in retrospect and hindsight as but a watch in the night when it is past (Psalm 90:4). It is well over-do that We The People become more involved in making room than in making and purchasing things that go ‘V’roooom!’ seeing as we put the Rooster out of business generations ago with our inventions. ‘Cock-a-doodle-dead…’


Psalm 115:16 The heaven, even the heavens, are the HaShem’s: but the earth hath he given to the children of men.

2 Corinthians 3:17 Now HaShem is that Spirit: and where the Spirit of the L-rd is, there is liberty.

In order to be reborn, One must fulfill certain rites and obligations, and the same may be said for obtaining an inheritance portion, but the latter is more or less like a Divine allotment, a Gift of birthright, which one may only engender or loose because of transgression, iniquity or spurning the right and God. And so We knew We had to be Faithful and Observant in order to live and thrive in a new creation with an awareness mindful of a dangerously opposed reality, the answer to the riddle; “Why is a Raven like a writing desk.”


It is no wonder prisons have never done any good in reforming character or rehabilitating spiritual wholeness, “Create in me a new heart, etc.” Prisons quickly became all abuse and neglect except when watched and corrected by their own perversely minded, with an eye single on personal gain, rather than Kingdom Come.

There are few havens left in the States to the righteous or for the righteous man to turn to for sanctuary, i.e., ‘cities of refuge for the manslayer to flee to.’ atonement, and a remission of sins. He may have remorse of conscience, a broken heart, which longs for restoration, but the law of the land and, to a shameful extent, the will of We The People, oppose any sort of new life be granted or lived among our many lives of corruption, regret, and lawlessness wherein employment is but a ruse, suffered for the sake of affording a life sinful, drowning One’s sorrows in this or that remedy lawful, and that covetous and selfishly so; afraid that we will run out of crap to ingest for the worm to feed on, dying daily with little real hope that we are “saved” despite the fact that we walk before the L-RD as a people cast down, full of remorse and sadness.

Mormon 2:12–15 And it came to pass that when I, Mormon, saw their lamentation and their mourning and their sorrow before HaShem,  my heart did begin to rejoice within me, knowing the mercies and the long-suffering of HaShem, therefore supposing that he would be merciful unto them that they would again become a righteous people. But behold this my joy was vain, for their sorrowing was not unto repentance, because of the goodness of God; but it was rather the sorrowing of the damned because HaShem would not always suffer them to take happiness in sin.  And they did not come unto Jesus with broken hearts and contrite spirits, but they did curse God and wish to die. Nevertheless, they would struggle with the sword for their lives.

And even they who are so afflicted and cast down that they ought to imbibe daily are unable to do so in any Way that might assuage their fears and doubts now and assure them of some portion in the hereafter, and an eternal Home above this world’s sorrow’s and grief, forgiveness always (Proverbs 31:6).

We The People over-tax ourselves ridiculously and unjustly. We make King George seem like a fountain of charity rather than the tyrannous miser and scoundrel of an horseleech he may have been, and I say maybe, for I am not quite so certain any longer of WTP’s right earned and justified, upheld by a better Master, Lord, and Way of Life. As I’ve said, Liberty is Divinely bestowed that no man may boast and only share in. Freedom is Lawfully won and only enduringly with respect to the Divine Ideal and Gift. WTP must always be of One mind, and never forget nor forsake our First Love. Stray no further after vain and profitless toil for madmen whose reward is an aimless life of iniquity and nothing more thereafter. Who only ever used Liberty as a cloak of maliciousness to cover their intentions unforgivable. We must choose; either idols are God or God is God, forsake the former and return unto the Latter with or without precious metals stored up for the latter-days by men who refuse to acknowledge Him, much less return to Him and work righteousness.

Once more, and for the last time, neither HaShem nor any of His servants or children, mercy nor justice may save a soul who does not daily participate in his/her own salvation. Faith without works is dead (James 2:26).

Alma 42:13b, 21, 24-25 Now the work of justice could not be destroyed: if so God would cease to be God…And if there was no law given, if men sinned what could justice do, or mercy either: for they would have no claim upon the creature. For behold, justice exerciseth all his demands, and also mercy claimeth all which is her own; and thus, none but the truly penitent are saved. What, do ye suppose that mercy can rob justice? I say unto you, Nay; not one whit. If so, God would cease to be God.

Our mutual disgrace and dishonor is in raising a flag in arrogant pride at full mast in times of war, murder, and mayhem, rather than at perpetual half-mast for the many martyrs and soldiers who perish daily or suffer worse, who are nevertheless obligated to forgive those who unfurl Her for no one to mourn, Sir. At the Grave of the Unknown Soldier and for an Unknown God to take notice of our Unity and humble request for Liberty. And this arrogance of raising a standard of liberty while COPS forcefully enter every town, city, and suburb, owning all and claiming to be ‘Warriors’ who quite refuse the appellation of ‘Guardians’!

Acts 17:22-24 Paul then stood up in the meeting of the Areopagus and said: “People of Athens! I see that in every way you are very religious. For as I walked around and looked carefully at your objects of worship, I even found an altar with this inscription: to an unknown god. So you are ignorant of the very thing you worship—and this is what I am going to proclaim to you. “The God who made the world and everything in it is the L-RD of heaven and earth and does not live in temples built by human hands.

John 4:22 You Samaritans worship what you do not know; we worship what we do know, for salvation is from the Jews.

Yea, woe be unto the Gentiles because they have lost sight of a time when it may have been said of them.

Romans 2:14-15a For when the Gentiles, which have not the law, do by nature the things contained in the law, these, having not the law, are a law unto themselves: Which shew the work of the law written in their hearts;)


Gentiles must deal justly with one another as Abraham, thus proving themselves to be sons of Abraham.

Luke 19:8-10 Behold, Ad’ni, the half of my goods I give to the poor; and if I have taken anything from any man by false accusation, I restore him fourfold. And Jesus said unto him, This day is salvation come to this house, forasmuch as he also is a son of Abraham. For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost.

Gentiles have so twisted their minds and darkened their hearts and understandings, as to become their own worst enemies and oppressors.

May HaShem forgive us all!

Psalm 95:10 Forty years long was I grieved with this generation, and said, It is a people that do err in their heart, and they have not known my ways:Unto whom I sware in my wrath that they should not enter into my rest.

D&C 84:56-58 And this condemnation resteth upon the children of Zion, even all. And they shall remain under this condemnation until they repent and remember the new covenant, even the Book of Mormon and the former commandments which I have given them, not only to say but to do according to that which I have written— That they may bring forth fruit meet for their Father’s kingdom; otherwise there remaineth a scourge and judgment to be poured out upon the children of Zion.


I reveal all I may, as rapidly as I may because the time is short and the opportunities grow fewer and less each, day by day, though I am assured of at least 400 or fewer years remaining, I would do all I may to extend that time  to 4×400 if only we might be made worthy in 400 years or less of an extension! I do not long for the Day of the L-RD; though an eternal Shabbat does sound pleasant, that Day promises to be a terrible One indeed! And after all, Eternity is a Place, not a Time.

I also labor constantly that people everywhere might and may come to know, appreciate and love being part of the True American History of our Nation and Country, that the New Zion may be born at last, whose worth is above rubies, far exceedingly more worthy and is more interesting on the whole than even a fraction of the history false and misleading as those who claim to be expert in and the investment thereof; whose price is otherwise bloody murder, lies, theft and rebellion driving all to distractions many and seemingly never-ending, even infinite, at a cost very finite and heavy and troublesome to be born even as it may be for those who uphold and enforce its’ right to pull the same moth-eaten wool over the eyes of sheep who don’t know where to turn for safe-keep and Way out of the wilderness in which they may quite rightly fear for their well-being. That they may know they may still look to the Eternal Source of safety, encouragement, and consolations many in the Word of God as a Living, Active and most Affective Guide, Protector and Origin of never failing sustenance and provision for to Live a Life of Wonder and Amazement Constant and Credible like no other on earth – Torah.

Jews may be guilty of many things (sins) but amongst them is not to be found the blasphemy of limiting one another in God, nor Limiting The Holy One of Israel in anywise; fearing the trespass as it ought to be considered and indeed is.

1 Samuel 3:18 It is the L-RD: let him do what seemeth him good.


Isaiah 28:15 You boast, “We have entered into a covenant with death, with the realm of the dead we have made an agreement. When an overwhelming scourge sweeps by, it cannot touch us, for we have made a lie our refuge and falsehood our hiding place.”


2 Thessalonians 2:10b-12 They perish because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. For this reason, God sends them a powerful delusion so that they will believe the lie and so that all will be condemned who have not believed the truth but have delighted in wickedness.

Repackaging and reselling a reality of the same old lie with a new feature here or there and a ‘new and improved’ model is not the Change WTP expected of any administration, and there are many locked in a time capsule still waiting for FDR’s ‘New Deal’ to take effect, and all promises in the dark made since have proved false and failed to bring forth fruit desirable from any tree or branch thereof, nor has the merger of the ages desired come to pass and brought a change for the better in a new way of thinking about the same old problems, or a completely different direction of course pursued with motivation therein as all things have become unlivable by the consequences of stubbornness and a foolish heart’s pride and will unbending in the severest of tempests.

Maybe we all don’t deserve better but it is available and wisdom would have us saved of our own free will’s decision to be born again and keep to the Path’s of Her making.

no changes = unfaithful, lawless people.

Psalm 55:19 Because they have no changes, therefore they fear not God.


The Book of Mormon contains a large part of our history repeating to its conclusive and terrible end; whose tale is unfolding even now as it has in times past in America, i.e., The Civil War, and now breaking down to the nitty-gritty of its contents and players anonymous and probably best left off that way, though some have made themselves known by their desires for power and glory and acknowledgement of their leadership credentials mostly or altogether absent about them. It may be difficult for those without the Sense to understand and delineate; two-fold so for those without ears to hear or eyes to see or heart to believe, but I tell you, in the latter days, it will prove impossible to survive without It as one of two swords the Lord called for and together found to be meet or enough and proved sufficient for to win the Victory of our God as His people and nation.

Psalm 33:12 What joy for the nation whose God is the L-RD, whose people he has chosen as his inheritance.


Hosea 2:23 I will plant her for myself in the land; I will show my love to the one I called ‘Not my loved one.’I will say to those called ‘Not my people,’ ‘You are my people’; and they will say, ‘You are my God.’”

Hosea 3:5 Afterward shall the children of Israel return, and seek the L=rd their God, and David their king; and shall fear HaShem and his goodness in the latter days.

Therefore the cause of anxiety is the same as it has ever been, “I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves.”


And the Cure is found in prayer and the reading of the Psalms daily as King David’s antidote of musical/lyrical genius that cured such accursed and devil-possessed souls as King Saul had and was a constant reminder with the apostle Paul as well (2 Corinthians 12:7).

5974acd150753926e7bcdf4a96d98753_214x300x1The genius is David’s confidence and well-tuned knowledge of HaShem, The Name. Which, to his dying day was everything and all to him-“The sure mercies of David” (Isaiah 55:3).

If the Gentiles would love the Jews half as much as Jews love Gentiles, though ‘Oy, Goyim!’ be a constant theme and Gentiles be as babes always, that much love may keep us together until WTP may bloom again as a Rose proverbial in the wilderness of our present day reality, fashioning new hearts out of One the world over (Ezekiel 36:26).

Be believing therefore in He who performs open heart surgery without hands, instrument or devices of medical science so-called. For if you be unbelieving in this generation, after having enjoyed so much knowledge and light from the Presence of the L-RD, surrounded by a multiplicity of witnesses faithful, signs, wonders and miracles daily, your end is to be cut out and cast away.

“There were many whose hearts were so hardened that they would not believe though One were raised from the dead” (Alma 33:20, Alma 48:3, 1 Nephi 17:41, Matthew 13:15, John 12:40, Acts 19:9, etc.). Though they saw His works, they did not regard the works of his hands (Deuteronomy 8, Psalm 28:5, Psalm 95:9, Psalm 77:11, Isaiah 5:12, Hebrews 3:9, etc.).

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The Parade of vomit and vermin we endure daily as entertainment hourly, minute by minute exhausting, is insulting to Wisdom and Her children which would otherwise make humanity shine as brightly as the diamond field upon the waves of the sea at eventide. All we seem to enjoy or the devil would have our children believe that what we enjoy and create willingly is insulting of intelligence and of humor rude, peppered with obnoxious, gainsaying speech and flattery that profits none who speak the same language of baseless hatred that desperately seeks to discourage and destroy anyone trying to make sense out of their lives, overcome the hardships of, and give to God as much of a gift in return for and in recognition of the free Gift of Divine Liberty at one time known as liberally as the rain that showers away the sweat, grit and mire of the day and cools the evening thereof in a far more pleasant manner worthy than that of Air Conditioning most have come to rely upon, though a greater majority can’t afford, Praise God! All this in the context of a double-consciousness teetering on complete breakdown of mental capacity to hold and nurture a single thought worthy, which may be hard enough amongst honorable, just and compassionate, faithful people, but is absolute warfare with knavish, demonically deranged and inspired working-class folly of the commonest sort which, as the saddest part of all tales told, has become the abomination of the American ‘lifestyle’ choice or right to abortion and buggery in the Latter-day thereof. All such as these grieve the Spirit of God to wrath at every chance they may arrive at and opportunity available to do a neighbor ill rather than good – like idiotic little children who don’t want to grow up, though they are already in their middle age or older, employed and entrusted with responsibilities not even Saints of God should be trusted with much less deserve. But these, as natural brute beasts, deserve so much less and with beatings oft to keep them in line and doing what they are told and from such presumptuous sins as plague the world without effort because their behavior and intelligence is otherwise void and their hearts are absent altogether, as they only ever work and get paid to do a job badly and spoil an opportunity otherwise good for them and they to whom they may work for or serve as befits the dignity of beings fashioned in the express image of God, but instead ruin altogether with malice aforethought and shipwreck left behind, sunk with and in. Whatever it takes to get that selfish, stupid, empty reward they need they will do, but of usefulness true and winning aptitude worthy and character they know nothing of neither do they desire to know of. It is very sad that this state of affairs is what has become of such a beautiful and promising generation sabotaged indeed by those who came before, rather than dependent upon the merit of fathers and mothers worthy of our nation’s storied past, because in an all too short time and under delusion grand, foreigners were winning and setting a better example on the whole for their children, no matter how hard and aimless were their tasks at hand; they brought to the job and marketplace their own pure and unique identity (which is the true gift of America to all foreigners and nations, or was until recent years, when the wrong people have sought representation for the wrong reasons, making pricks feel better about being blockheads, and they just may be approved as such because WTP can have no other Head than Christ, if We wish to complete our mission as a nation of many in One) and inspired with double-consciousness in multitasking performances, they created a new paradigm for being what Americans truly ought to be, while the supreme white rat race, completely lost in a maze of its own shifty delusion’s making still and yet clinging as to the shit end of a stick of their own superiority complex, dropping all the while, lower and lower on the evolutionary chart and scale they created for the beasts of burden outwitting them every step of the Way, every hour of the day in which making hay they would have been better rewarded than the tar they lay for vehicles no one really wants anymore anyway and can’t afford the cost of keepage above seepage, just ahead of creepage, creeping up, overtaking and caught up with them at a turtle’s pace, ever faithful, which has passed them and won the race at the last and those the turtle left in the dust have become traitors to America like no Muslim Jihadist ever would have done our country any harm they haven’t beat them to doing in hopes of ridding themselves of the turtle’s gift of pace and grace they feared more than their own shadows lost last the moon shone above our blessed land to guide Her through the night. It is very hard for racists to be born again. And so, fearing a religion that verily has no place in this country was made a more worthy cause, in its own place and realm, space and time, which outshined such noble character in We The People who had found such in themselves only after a pointless struggle against self and others being goaded by traitors and sell-outs of their own kind, stirring up their children to the slaughter that awaited them who in ‘Hating America’ lost sight of their own identity and heritage more worthy in and of itself and best never to have gotten involved with the world’s stage of the absurd. It was only a dumb idea, a misplaced grievance, and interest blown over to a hatred that assuaged grief over having failed to make anything of their own God-granted portion and inheritance. And so, they were taught from their youth to hate a people so utterly and entirely ridiculous and laughable and undue their affection’s hateful and attention span’s desert-like ruminations, whether good or evil, being so much more unworthy because of their own blessings and failure to Unite and do good with, stumbled at the same stumbling block of the house of Israel (Deuteronomy 32:21). Behold, the Thirsty Camel.


Mormon 4:5 But, behold, the judgments of God will overtake the wicked, and it is by the wicked that the wicked are punished; for it is the wicked that stir up the hearts of the children of men unto bloodshed.

The Wise-Ass.


2 Chronicles 19:7 Wherefore now let the fear of the L-RD be upon you; take heed and do it: for there is no iniquity with the L-RD our God, nor respect of persons, nor taking of gifts.

Psalm 48:14 For this God is our God for ever and ever: He will be our guide even unto death.

Alma 32:39 Now, this is not because the seed was not good, neither is it because the fruit thereof would not be desirable; but it is because your ground is barren, and ye will not nourish the tree, therefore ye cannot have the fruit thereof.

And the Antidote to barrenness is found in 2 Peter 1:5-8 And beside this, giving all diligence, add to your faith virtue; and to virtue knowledge; And to knowledge temperance; and to temperance patience; and to patience godliness; And to godliness brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness charity. For if these things be in you, and abound, they make you that ye shall neither be barren nor unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.

We The People’s Burden.


Jeremiah 23:38 But since ye say, The burden of the L-RD; therefore thus saith the L-RD; Because ye say this word, The burden of the L-RD, and I have sent unto you, saying, Ye shall not say, The burden of the L-RD;

James 4:17 Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin (John 15:22, Ezekiel 33:6).

It’s not as if they or we don’t have a Way to progress, advance, find consolations many, success in the here and now, satisfaction always with invaluable service for both man and God and none have an excuse of there being more than One God to serve and One Way (Y’shua/Holy Torah) given in which to serve mindfully, but all these have rejected God and give themselves over completely – body, soul and mind to the Yetzer Hara (the evil inclination) – The Anti-Holy Ghost, whom they serve with blind hatred for seeing and being insight of their own making, shared in darkrooms and closets of despair and perversity they embrace in the here and now or out of season place in which they persist, which makes being a fallen, unworthy creature, unloved and unwanted bearable?

Some Jews treat Messiah with disdain and believe they may go straight to God without Christ as a ‘day’s man,’ go-between, mediator, intercessor, etc. But if there was ever a ‘necessary change of the law’ (Hebrews 7:12), and there was truly ever a misunderstanding and correction needed both before and after Messiah’s personal ministry, but no change, else God would cease to be God (Unchangeable), this is It – 3 Nephi 21:20. And for a lot of Christians so-called, He has ceased, for them. For Gentiles, for the most part, think whatever they do is worthy and will have nothing to do with religion; their efforts are more than enough and Who is God to ask for more? When in fact He asks for less, in the Way.

Yes, it is possible to pray to HaShem without thinking of Christ, just as you may do the same without thinking of your fellow Jews, neighbors, family, etc. But you can’t receive an effectual answer to your prayer until you pray as One, including even those who do not wish for you to pray for them, as God is One. And for this cause, many do harden their hearts and would rather perish. Even if you live a life sinless, greater is the sin of pride, denying Christ, though it may be forgiven, it often leads to that sin which is unpardonable or unforgivable, and all mankind is but a skipping stone away from an eternal fall.


“There are many who fail to understand the true nature of repentance. Multitudes sorrow that they have sinned and even make an outward reformation because they fear that their wrongdoing will bring suffering upon themselves. But this is not repentance in the Biblical sense. They lament the suffering rather than the sin. Such was the grief of Esau when he saw that his birthright was lost to him forever. Paul says, ‘as touching the righteousness which is in the law,’ – as far as outward acts were concerned – he was ‘blameless;’ (Philippians 3:6) but when the spiritual character of the law was discerned, he saw himself a sinner…Beware of procrastination. Do not put off the work of forsaking your sins, and seeking purity of heart through [HaShem]. Here is where thousands have erred, to their eternal loss…in delaying to yield to the pleading voice of God’s Holy Spirit, in choosing to live a life of sin; for such this delay really is, Sin, however small it may be esteemed, can be indulged in only at the peril of infinite loss. What we do not overcome, will overcome us, and work out our destruction…Many accept an intellectual religion, a form of godliness, when the heart is not cleansed. Let it be your prayer, ‘Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me (Psalm 51:10) the Light which lightens every man that cometh into the world…God exalted him to his own right hand as Prince and Savior that he might bring Israel to repentance and forgive their sins (Acts 5:31) to that unselfish love which is the very atmosphere of the unfallen universe…A supposed hope and nothing more will prove your ruin…the sinner ‘shall be holden with the cords of his sins (Proverbs 5:22).” E.G. White


God never gives up on you. But satan, who truly hates all and wants all to be as miserable as he forever, never gives up on discouraging you yet exciting you with false flattery and assurances of things we ought to know better than to believe in by now, for there is no truth in him. To keep on in rebellion, apostasy and bitter spite, working anything but that which is right in truth, which you may no longer recognize for its absence within yourself, is precisely why God gave us the Torah and testimony, sent us prophets many and the Messiah because He is forever faithful and cannot deny Himself; and being true, knows exactly what to do in all situations and circumstances and we may at least be so wise as to heed the ‘monkey see, monkey do’ law and advice of the tribe of monkeys we have become as fools for Christ. Which advice is, in this instance only, wisdom indeed rather than an insult.

The devil only wants to employ you for a season cold and bitter or hot and bothered, if that, to set a stupid example, doing stupid things for stupid reasons and a stupid reward, with zero consolation and less assurance of any forgiveness, pardon and reconciliation in the present or end of times. As a venomous snake whose death is in them as an impulsive, repulsive, hateful guile, animated thereby, are the wicked. Their effect is poison and wherever you find them they either come off as heroes enforcing the law of men out for blood or in a sheepskin covering wolf scenario of a professional employee, making merchandise of the aged, disabled and afflicted or ‘care’ for them their business and means of procuring an end mean.

Or as the hunter of criminals pathetic and dumber than dumb, who are set up by informants even more so. Who were once regarded as peacekeepers for peacemakers, now they are known as, as I said, ‘Warriors’ who refuse to be ‘Guardians’ and will not be soldiers of Christ, even if they were liberally paid to do so. Only a matter of time before they refuse to be called ‘Americans.’

Safely Ashore

1 Peter 2 Therefore, rid yourselves of all malice and all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and slander of every kind.  Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation, now that you have tasted that Ad’ni is good.

The Living Stone and a Chosen People

As you come to him, the living Stone—rejected by humans but chosen by God and precious to him— you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood, offering spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. For in Scripture it says:“See, I lay a stone in Zion, a chosen and precious cornerstone, and the One who trusts in him will never be put to shame.” Now to you who believe, this stone is precious. But to those who do not believe,“The stone the builders rejected has become the cornerstone,” and,“A stone that causes people to stumble and a rock that makes them fall.” They stumble because they disobey the message—which is also what they were destined for. But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. Once you were not a people, but now you are the people of God; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy.

Living Godly Lives in a Pagan Society

Dear friends, I urge you, as foreigners and exiles, to abstain from sinful desires, which wage war against your soul. Live such good lives among the pagans that, though they accuse you of doing wrong, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day he visits us. Submit yourselves for Ad’ni’s sake to every human authority: whether to the emperor, as the supreme authority, or to governors, who are sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right. For it is God’s will that by doing good you should silence the ignorant talk of foolish people. Live as free people, but do not use your freedom as a cover-up for evil; live as God’s slaves. Show proper respect to everyone, love the family of believers, fear God, honor the emperor. Slaves, in reverent fear of God, submit yourselves to your masters, not only to those who are good and considerate but also to those who are harsh. For it is commendable if someone bears up under the pain of unjust suffering because they are conscious of God. But how is it to your credit if you receive a beating for doing wrong and endure it? But if you suffer for doing good and you endure it, this is commendable before God. To this, you were called, because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example, that you should follow in his steps. “He committed no sin, and no deceit was found in his mouth.” When they hurled their insults at him, he did not retaliate; when he suffered, he made no threats. Instead, he entrusted himself to Him who judges justly. “He himself bore our sins” in his body on the cross, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; “by his wounds, you have been healed.” For “you were like sheep going astray,” but now you have returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls.


Alma 5:26-33 And now, I say unto you, my brethren, if ye have experienced a change of heart, and if ye have felt to sing the song of redeeming love, I would ask, can ye feel so now? Have ye walked, keeping yourselves blameless before God? Could ye say, if ye were called to die at this time, within yourselves, that ye have been sufficiently humble? That your garments have been cleansed and made white through the blood of Christ/Covenant, who did and has come to redeem his people from their sins? Are ye stripped of pride? I say unto you, if ye are not ye are not prepared to meet God. Ye must prepare quickly; for the kingdom of heaven is soon at hand, and such a one hath not eternal life. I say, is there one among you who is not stripped of envy? I say unto you that such a one is not prepared; and I would that he should prepare quickly, for the hour is close at hand, and he knoweth not when the time shall come; for such a one is not found guiltless. And again I say unto you, is there one among you that doth make a mock of his brother, or that heapeth upon him persecutions? Wo unto such a one, for he is not prepared, and the time is at hand that he must repent or he cannot be saved! Yea, even wo unto all ye workers of iniquity; repent, repent, for the L-rd God hath spoken it! He sendeth an invitation unto all men, for the arms of mercy are extended towards them, and he saith: Repent, and I will receive you.

Being One 1 Peter 3:8 Finally, be ye all of one mind, having compassion one of another, love as brethren, be pitiful, be courteous:

And so, never clench your hands into fists of rage for American Pie, nor doubt your Father’s blessings are well nigh, He does not want you in a cage nor bid you tell a lie, Will hear your soul’s confessing’s, from your heart, burst forth like tears, bemoaning your own life’s start curst birth psych years, the groaning’s which moan within your heart’s thirst worth expressing’s, but lo’ your soul has left you for the worst your lot’s only depressing, your spots your sin’s expressing, and don’t forget to thank us, now hush! You’re making Isaac anxious.



About barzdovg666

I'm a revelationist/prophestylist, and lover and servant of HaShem of Hosts.
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