Dear Someone, (a letter to a friend which I tried to keep friendly and jocular, but I have difficulty staying on topic and, well, you’ll see…)
It were a sincere surprise and unexpected, though welcomed gift to receive such an insightful and considerate greeting card upon my birthday!
I have no idea how you even knew it were such, and less how you knew I was in the hospital!
Wonder of wonders…I thank thee.
I must assure you, I am both well and fine and getting stronger as days go by. And that there really never were a danger of any other outcome to be feared.
I’m afraid, I should have called a taxi rather than 911, but I had no phone, as mine is malfunctioning, and so I informed my neighbors of my discomfort and well, one thing led to another, too many people had too much time on their hands, some decisions were forced upon me, and the next thing I know, I’m miles from home, in an emergency room, having been conveyed their by a veritable army of 911 workers, with a panicked staff working feverishly, as though the world were coming to its prophesied end, and Armageddon were upon us!
Call off the reserves! It is a week later, and all is quiet and calm, and I am well, though the whole drama and ensuing escapade does seem to have cost me some few more hairs gone brown to white, if not the loss of them altogether. Such is the price of wisdom and experience gained; and I do hope my soul is counted all the better today and all the more worthy upon Judgment Day for the trouble of it all…
I am spending a great amount of time, in my seventh floor room, with commanding view of the surrounding city, and some semi-magnificent Lake Quina (something or other-Native American) watching what few boats take to her and some early season crew members, out rowing everyday, since I’ve been here; who, I imagine, must compete for the college (UMASS).
The powerful sky has been a delight to experience, affording me more than a handful of immaculate sunrise and sunset viewings. Would that the ocean were in view!
Unfortunately, it is a hospital, and I must be bothered with the constant influx of the terminally ill and/or world weary, the abrupt changes of pace and demands of the daily fracas and hubbub herein.
But, when and at every available opportunity, one, and you in particular, may be sure, I find time to enjoy my unique vantage point in a frame of mind and estate of being that is quite near and almost blissful, bordering upon necessary.
(Thanks! I’ll pass!)
When I am not lost in this deep, entranced state of sky and body of water worship, I am of course and according to design, continued in my worship of He who created both. Reading the Scriptures-an Catholic American Bible version (I’d rather something more authentic, authoritative and Jewish/Hebrew in flavour) which the hospital’s pastoral care Pastor afforded or was kind enough to bestow upon me. His name is Kevin Roach, I believe. A nice Irish gentleman, I suppose.
I also were lucky enough to happen upon an old, well worn copy of Shakespeare’s King Lear amidst a grouping of rather tawdry and shamelessly worthless paperbacks in a visitor’s meeting room here on the seventh floor. I am relishing the work, slowly familiarizing myself anew with the Masterpiece. Shakespeare may always help one wile away many hours…those of us with a sturdy, all enduring will and embracing, appreciative intellect at precious gold’s rate.
Ah, but now I boast…and Heaven forgive me!
All this and a mighty and talented entourage of attendants, nurses and a few hacks endeavoring to pass themselves off as doctors at my disposal twenty and four hours of the day, seven of them, has made for a uniquely enjoyable, if somewhat unexpected and even undesired stay at the "UMASS Arms," we shall Christen Her.
Would that these individuals were my neighbors and familiars at home rather than the ungrateful lot I were and remain dismayed and deeply disappointed with in Templeton. Perhaps G-d is planning to replace and fulfill His Word with the same in some inexplicable Covenantal fulfilling Way! G-dspeed to It!
Now, [Name], did happen to come in to visit upon my birthday as well, but, heartbreakingly, I felt it were more out of show – wishing to cover her own assets, and attempting to alleviate what conscience sense of guilt may yet trouble the old girl’s heart, than because she wished to see me, cared to be there for me, or were interested in my well-being.
And, after all, [Name] has more right to the home than any of the filth that forced her to do these things to me, and has suffered worse things herself in my defense.
After two years without seeing one another, I expected more, though I can’t say why or wherefore I should.
Unfortunately, what I asked of her, once again, she was unable to grant me- my/our home, becoming immediately defensive and possessive about the house at Haskell , proclaiming it "my house," "my sanctuary" at one moment and in the next and almost same breathe, expressing her desire to find something "simpler"~ Insult to Injury!
My Father has passed on, and my step-dad likewise, and both were buried upon the land.
The home is mine by birthright, and had my mother not destroyed the documentation that reveals the same and created with the help of familiars, bogus documents to the contrary, there would be no question about whose home the residence is.
I, being generous and carefree in nature, never expressed a desire to own the home, though I did all I may have done whilst residing there to take care of it, and to find interested parties to support us financially- a search terminated by her decision to have me physically removed from the premises, taking out a restraining order against me for what remains a ridiculous and fanciful reason.
My desire is and has always been to share my home and land with those worthy and willing to live Lawful lives of mutual concern and hope for the home and land it rests upon. Of whom, I always imagined my own mother would be numbered amongst.
In my mind, there was never any question that the home were mine by birthright, and that in a Just and Lawful world this would, is and ought to be the case. And no man nor woman, elected official, judge or otherwise, would possess the right or authority to put me out of and keep me away from my very own home, much less, forcefully evict and keep me away from, on the basis of an absurd and mostly fabricated list of senseless accusations and heresy.
I have been obviously and tremendously wronged by a woman and family I did nothing but love and care for and wish to be part of all my life long, and during my years in Templeton, working with all my heart to recover and build up the same unto the hopeful restoration of what we were, should be, and shall become once more when and if the world ever arights itself and the righteous shine forth as the noonday sun, leaping from stalls, as calves set free unto Divine Liberty, redeemed unto Salvation of the same caliber.
However, good sir, at present, we do not, I am ashamed to admit, live in such a world. Yet, at this late hour, many tares do vex and hinder the wheat’s Divine Right to grow, thrive and flourish, in a society that vigilantly and Lawfully upholds and sustains the same unto exultation of the Whole as of the Individual. I am a lord being minded by strangers and foreigners with none Covenantal Right nor Promise Everlasting, save it be by association only, with the L-RD’s people. Who, in a scattered state of rebellious, frenzied, faithless activity, may have less right at this point than their sworn eternal enemies, whom G-d consigned to perpetual desert dwelling, as long as the Promise and Earth shall stand. And, whom our compatriots and fellow countrymen have openly and shamelessly made pacts of shared allegiance to some absurd global system of government that never will be, rather than subjugate outright or annihilate altogether, as G-d commands His people do with them- to regard all the rebels the world over with undying contempt and hatred.
But I digress and preach. Forgive me.
Meanwhile, [Name] is forced to play the part of a tyrant. Deceptively wasting and eventually sacrificing all claim to that which she should never have been permitted to gain control of, all to do more harm to my person and reputation than she had before, with all the nonsense that led to my being exiled and put in a place no living soul should have to endure being/surviving in- that of the Phoenix Court, in Baldwinville, for two years plus time.
So, sadly, I abruptly ended our visitation yesterday and sent her away, with no invitation to return, because I am more than personally wounded by her complete disregard and want of respect for her son’s well-being, and her family’s honour and reputation. I am devastated and refuse to be the scapegoat a moment longer.
All the while, she chooses to share the home with thieves and beggars of the lowest repute, and an individual who has more than once and at least as many times done physical violence and psychological damage to my person. Who suffers from, and I am not sure what the precise medical terminology and diagnoses might be, but all the symptoms lead me to one conclusion, Luke 12:24-28.
On the whole, a lot of unclean filth and "familiars," I would not permit to feed my dogs.
I couldn’t care less who owns the home, land and entire realm of Templeton, and shall be content to never return again, if I am in no way welcomed nor wanted by the residents who reside there and claim it their own.
"Ye shall not see me again, till ye say blessed be he who comes in the Name of the L-RD."
"Thus Barzillai, o’ princes, bids you all adieu;
He’ll shape his old course in a country new."
Nevertheless, what I do care about is [Name], who is unwell, delusional and not receiving the proper care and consideration which my mother should be due, whether she’s betrayed me or not.
If it may be claimed, and it may, that her health and circumstance are her own fault and that she has reaped that which she has sowed against me or wished to do to me, I still do not care. I desire that she be treated or regarded as the First Lady of and among them, which she were destined and ought to have become but fell tragically short of. Whether she fight off the same right and blessing with her last dying breath and ounce of strength, I do not care, and it does not matter. It were meant to be, and no woman’s measure of spite will keep me from proclaiming the same day and night until I myself "shuffle off this mortal coil."
I will NOT be found guilty of doing unto her as she and my household have done unto me. For I know what it is to suffer what she suffers and more, being in like circumstances thanks to her and the "Family."
Behold, this is precisely how "they" killed my Dad.
So, if reconciliation and reunion are no longer a possibility and I am to be truly an outcast and exile, resigned to a life or existence as a ghost and memory undesired by a people I formerly considered friends and family, sobeit.
Only, let it be that [Name] might taste and see better days than any woman ever created has ever known in her old age-The L-RD is gracious.
And that her grandchildren, my nephews and niece might all know a profoundly richer and better upbringing and opportunity in the L-RD than I ever enjoyed due to the vanity and apostasy of all mankind, in this land and nation of rejected and forsaken Liberty. Restored for those redeemed, shared with those damned, and enjoyed to opposing limits and extremes by one and all.
"To plainness honour’s bound when Majesty falls to folly."
This verse from King Lear describes what was and what remains my basis to and motivation in action alway, and with regard to my home, in particular.
It is my most sincere wish that the home had been preserved as is or was when I first ever set eyes upon it and the land upon which it rests, in the same way for generations to come. That likewise is my desire for most of Templeton, as of the whole of Massachusetts and the world, which belongs to our Creator, and has been benevolently passed down to the sons of men for keeping and care-taking, as well as enjoyment and for its sustaining, life enhancing properties and riches.
"In returning and rest is thy salvation,
In humility and trust is thy strength."
This is the Way.
Templeton, not but twelve short years ago, was one of the rarest gems in all of Creation- a hidden marvel, in a place of righteousness and honest struggle against the hypocritical, dishonest and dishonourable forces of society’s advancement and progression, so-called.
Now, through man’s invention, greed, lack of judgment proper, and the general chaos and panic that ensues among the populace during times of war and confusion, things have changed drastically but not yet gone so far as to blockade or completely diminish all hope of and room for repentance, an metamorphosis of heart and mind, and an soul’s decision to use the same and our united will and ability to assist our Creator and one another, government of our land, etc., in welcoming an Messianic age of miracle and abundance, while maintaining diligently, as our predecessors intended and I believe G-d wills, our historical preeminence among the nations He created unto His everlasting glory.
Ezekiel, chapter 20.
What we were busy ignoring, trampling on, selling out, or entirely overlooking and taking (quite literally) for granted, parcelling it out for unjust gain or setting it and I aside as it were and remains, is our nation’s own heritage and unique society/civilization forsaken during a mass state of temporary insanity, which is one of the most entertaining and enjoyable of such on earth, at best, imitated and envied by all the nations round about her, in one way or another. While mind-numbingly monotonous and difficult to maintain, at worst.
What we’re endeavoring to establish on a global scale by reaching out to "share" what we enjoyed here at home in America at one time in abundance, is in reality, what it has always been, reaching out to take what we desire or lust for in disobedience and unlawful pact or agreement, rather than what we deserve for its opposite, strict adherence to G-d’s commandments and an noble and revered right and duty to admonish and rebuke the nations for their inability to follow suit; who would, in that case, have no excuse for not and most likely would possess a zealous resolve to render tribute and praise unto our glorious nation and the G-d it were and ought be under. Times of supplantation and theft are hard to endure, no? I do so loathe the cowards cunning! And the horse-leach’s political verve.
"How far your eyes may pierce, I cannot tell.
Striving to better, oft we mar what’s well."
Progress is not what makes for security, success and longevity. The same three keys that have brought and enabled the gifts of the Spirit of the Heavenly Kingdom since the Foundation of the world remain the same. And they are- Faith, Hope and Charity (Love.)
It takes a lot of personal Faith, Trust and Sacrifice to create and maintain a successful Nation full of Promise, due to vows made and kept by the Just and dutiful individuals aware and devoted to G-d and country.
There’s yet enough inequity, unfairness, lawless judgment and broken, selfish leadership to choke a horse and contend with in THIS nation of America, without having to look or go searching for it in other nations. The reason some of us continue to shine and prosper, is because we have a greater number of Faithful citizens than any other nation on earth, willing to sacrifice and endure difficult times and circumstances, hoping for that which they see not but know will always be there for them, the ultimate safety net-His everlasting arms.
Our Founding Fathers knew this and thus were able to establish the most brilliant and lasting Body of Government on earth. Better, if tottering at times upon the brink of destruction, system of government than any ever formed, in any age, in any nation, anywhere.
However, no system, no matter how perfect, shall ever be free of corruption, while in the world and ours surely will come apart, and must needs be dismantled with care, because it was meant to be. Like the Tent of Meeting, the L-RD’s Tabernacle, the Israelites made and used under Moses at the behest of the L-RD of Hosts.
It were a Perfected Dwelling Place, capable of being dismantled and carried with the Israelites, from place to place, throughout their wanderings and trials in the wilderness, until an generation what entered the Promised Land established and maintained an Lasting Homeland, Temple, Kingdom and Dwelling Place of Eternal Rest and Fulfillment for all of G-d’s children, His Chosen and the hosts joined unto them. Zeal for such an Remnant and Temple must consume our nation’s citizens, and alway has the Righteous in our Land, though we’ve understood this and portrayed it in a backward, world turned upside-down fashion. It is time to aright ourselves, and carry ourselves as we did in times past and when we did act, knit together as One Man, not fifty, not seventy, nor a host or legion of them. But as One.
For behold, the L-RD our G-d is One L-rd.
When our system and body of government is dismantled, we see it for what it really is, a veil for Moses, a covering, a staged show, hiding for an necessary interval, as it were, our true purpose as a Nation in the L-RD.
A cause of much upheaval and unrest/discomfiture amongst the populace at large, to be sure, and within each individual member of the same. And so, it must be. For this is the harvest of a nation gone astray, yet returning to the L-RD. And thus it has had to be, because it is written and predestined to come about this Way. Apostasy and Pride unchecked, run wild and amok first. Then the much anticipated return, humbling, repentance and forsaking of our self-proclaimed, self-willed arrogance of independence in vanity, falsehood and deception through humanity so-called.
And I realize I am digressing again, but the L-rd is on a roll in me, so suffer it be so for now…
Racism, sexism, inequality, the underprivileged classes, etc. These notions are mostly fantastic, most often only true in the opposite way in which we’ve come to accept them or been taught them and comprehend them due to our being programmed by a dramatic ruse that never really were, and never shall be.
The slave, the servant, the "working man" and woman, and even the "downtrodden" and destitute homeless beggars and street persons have alway had a better, more exultant, if delusional American Experience than those with real power and influence, who are, as they always have been, very conscious and aware of the crack in the Liberty Bell. Which crack we were also dedicated to mending/welding solid once more, whatever the price may be, but it were and has been a hefty one, too hefty for mankind to manage on his own, in the attempt of which he has become ludicrously steeped in debt of insanely corrupt proportions, rejected Life, lied, stolen and broke all of the commandments, calling the good evil and the evil good, sending heirs to the Kingdom off to die in corruptly reasoned out wars, while bankrupting their families, foreclosing on their properties, their children’s inheritances, selling them instead to foreigners and aliens to our Covenantal and Divine Right. (Not to mention, our American Founding Right.)
Words of Wisdom 12:5b-7 "These initiates from the midst of a heathen cult, these parents who murder helpless lives, you willed to destroy by the hands of our ancestors, so that the land most precious of all to you might receive a worthy colony of the servants of God."
Instead, peoples G-d destroyed because of their wickedness and abominations, are being mistakenly perceived, because they are being presented and represented as such, as victims and through patient deception, winning freedoms and rights as undeserved as they shall be pronounced meaningless, all due to the greed, stupidity, impatience, delusion, envy, ancient malice, and a host of other malignant affectations aimed at discrediting the L-RD of all and unburdening the wicked with the yoke of the price of True Liberty in the Christ, Messiah Y’shua, our lord, Amen.
Again, it relates back to "If a cow gives birth to a zebra, a fool shall be made wise," and the precarious objective of sharing Liberty; the whole Bell Curve schematic that is legitimate but ultimately unimportant, easily overcome by those redeemed and made truly equal in resolve and hope, adopted by Abraham, through the acceptance and belief upon the Atoning Sacrifice of the Christ, experiencing Renewal of Life in Him that begot Creation at the Foundation. Which, ironically, and as historically presented, has led to or resulted in more episodes of seeming tyranical movements, led by misperceived "evil" people, for the sheer volume of sinners to be "saved," who were mistakenly condemned, due to the amount of sacrifice, labour and suffering involved in bringing the same Salvation’s Gospel.
And again, I find myself in the awkward position of praising a man I formerly villanized because of association by way of profession with the abominably, wicked and absurd individual, Ronald Reagan~> George W. Bush, Jr. Mr. Bush has worked wonders, with what was a ruinous defense system and white house administration made suicidal and morosely depressing under an unworthy rabble of wannabes during the William Jefferson Clinton debacle of a Presidency, and has been heavily criticized for it as "evil."
He took the heat that not even Clinton deserved. Clinton was set up to bail out the true villain, Reagan. What more could we expect to follow such an antiChrist figure of an asp, an aging, befuddled professional actor, for cripe’s sake!
And not one of the people running for President strikes me as a leader or as particularly compelling. Bush is a good bull artist and got something important done, but we need someone refreshing and anointed leading objectively and correctively.
And we’ve made ourselves dense, thick as thieves…If density equals mass/volume what does volume equal? How much noise those who are made dense may make in drowning out the L-RD’s Voice, which is still small.
1Ki 19:11 ¶ And he said, Go forth, and stand upon the mount before the LORD. And, behold, the LORD passed by, and a great and strong wind rent the mountains, and brake in pieces the rocks before the LORD; [but] the LORD [was] not in the wind: and after the wind an earthquake; [but] the LORD [was] not in the earthquake:
And after the earthquake a fire; [but] the LORD [was] not in the fire: and after the fire a still small voice.
Psa 2:1 ¶ Why do the heathen rage, and the people imagine a vain thing?
The kings of the earth set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against the LORD, and against his anointed, [saying],
Let us break their bands asunder, and cast away their cords from us.
With all the Abels perishing overseas, it’s an piece of American Pie for the wicked to move in and presume to reign through what is TRUE Terror and Conspiracy – a treacherous Pact with Death.
All because the Moon People wish night were day, an day everlasting.
"There is no rest for the wicked."
And desire every soul ever created awake in it, when those promised the L-RD’s Rest ought to be sleeping, renewing their minds and bodies for another Day, brand new, of honest labour, in fields of Glory, which are all but legend of Yore to America now.
"The man that makes his toe
What his heart shall make
Shall of a corn cry woe,
And turn his sleep to wake."
Be a little toe with a big heart, rather than a big one who’s work is a bloody mess.
Lev 8:22-24 ¶ And he brought the other ram, the ram of consecration: and Aaron and his sons laid their hands upon the head of the ram.
And he slew [it]; and Moses took of the blood of it, and put [it] upon the tip of Aaron’s right ear, and upon the thumb of his right hand, and upon the great toe of his right foot.
And he brought Aaron’s sons, and Moses put of the blood upon the tip of their right ear, and upon the thumbs of their right hands, and upon the great toes of their right feet: and Moses sprinkled the blood upon the altar round about.
Deu 30:19 I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, [that] I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live:
Jhn 10:10 The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have [it] more abundantly.
1 Corinthians 12:22 26 Indeed, the parts of the body that seem to be weaker are all the more necessary, and those parts of the body that we consider less honorable we surround with greater honor, and our less presentable parts are treated with greater propriety, whereas our more presentable parts do not need this. But G-d has so constructed the body as to give greater honor to a part that is without it, so that there may be no division in the body, but that the parts may have the same concern for one another. If one part suffers, all the parts suffer with it; if one part is honored, all parts share its joy.
James 1: 9-10 The brother in lowly circumstances, should take pride in his high standing, and the rich one in his lowliness, for he will pass away "like the flower of the field."
It were the Christian Right’s inability to appreciate and comprehend the Left’s situation, and circumstantial need, that marred its ability to negotiate with what became, due to the imbalance, a wicked Left, that caused the Christian Right to eventually suffer, know and experience what is the wicked Left’s folly.
In Judaism, one hand washes the other and there is a balance achieved, thanks largely to a mystical understanding and mutual agreement that seems and may be more enjoyable, for a season or more, in the entire body’s experience, but that led to a kind of psychosis and denial of the intricacies of the Law and the Torah, and most importantly, the order of the Body. Most of the congregation just did what they were told, automatically and didn’t enjoy the sort of personal freedom and relationship that is available through Y’shua, the Messiah.
Isa 9:13 ¶ For the people turneth not unto him that smiteth them, neither do they seek the LORD of hosts.
Isa 10:20 And it shall come to pass in that day, [that] the remnant of Israel, and such as are escaped of the house of Jacob, shall no more again stay upon him that smote them; but shall stay upon the LORD, the Holy One of Israel, in truth.
The affect was a lot more messy and "natural," or instinctual as with a beast, but eventually disastrous, which the wicked were created to exult in, thriving upon the illicit opportunity born in the ensuing confusion and chaos.
In Christianity, One Lord washes everybody, and every part of the Body, but suffers himself to be marred thanks to that which would destroy the entire Body if it could, and was due to the Covenant being broken, which his action Renewed in a New Fashion, explaining further why and wherefore they may have gone astray in the first place and perhaps permitting the entire congregation to more clearly and rightly see the Easy Way of returning unto Him, rather than through a constant need for atonement and sacrifice- cease to sin and work righteousness.
"My own right hand brought me the victory…"
A wicked left can be terrifying and painful or destructive, but with a little practice and finesse, may be ducked and avoided. Whereas a righteous right-hand, never misses and always lands and ends the bout with a KO, from which the contender may not recover in time.
Y’shua had to take the reigns or bull by the horns, whip it and throw it, in a different fashion than a Solomon was forced to, but which the righteous are more likely to appreciate and be bridled by. Whereas, the wicked would rather a Solomon or worse who may permit them to spill a greater amount of blood in man’s hostility against the unfairness of its predicament.
The lazy brute and the unwilling Cretin never appreciate tenderness/gentleness. But, that is the Key that makes the man of war great.
"Thy Gentleness hath made me great."
The unfortunate result of a lazy left reigning through deception for too long is a nation of caustic, swine-fed individuals warring against themselves and their better interest.
The Word is a powerful vehicle. But, better to reject It, than to use It to do man’s will rather than G-d’s Will.
Jew, real Jews, Hebrews, realized this before any other nation and reacted in Faith; obeying the Word and Way rather than trying to coax It their own way or another way, or manipulate unLawfully, lead astray or otherwise break covenant and contradict It. They may not have know why or wherefore G-d chose them and was working through them, but they had known and experienced G-d’s power both personally and as a Community, and such were enough to convince them of their need of Him above and beyond all else.
Yet, getting close to Him were impossible, if not deadly.
The devil or evil one, being as Joseph Smith may rightly have revealed, a brother, if not the twin and other half of Y’shua, must have been the very first to have opportunity and to have had usurped Y’shua’s Throne by plagiarizing and embellishing His Word, counterfeiting G-d’s chosen Son. G-d having many sons and daughters since the beginning, as they shall again be in the end, thanks be to Y’shua.
It is as Paul states.
1Cr 15:46-48 Howbeit that [was] not first which is spiritual, but that which is natural; and afterward that which is spiritual.
The first man [is] of the earth, earthy: the second man [is] the Lord from heaven.
As [is] the earthy, such [are] they also that are earthy: and as [is] the heavenly, such [are] they also that are heavenly.
And as we have borne the image of the earthy, we shall also bear the image of the heavenly.
Y’shua shies away from the spotlight or fulfillment of a baser nature, and rejects the throne made for him by men, spurning the crown and serving with what he desires may become his fellows, fellow heirs to a Greater Reward and Kingdom Eternal. He would rather sacrifice his life, and fulfill G-d’s Command than jeopardize that Gift and Relationship with his Father, than leave the world without Light and Life, and Hope for a better reward after this Age. And rather than seek personal glory or trespass against an unseen, unwritten Law, which is Higher than Torah Law, but which even animal or natural Creation senses and fears; perceiving as necessary. That is, until through the evil one’s deceptions, mankind was led to break the Law, and out of self-defense (perhaps) more than malice or hunger, or any sinful conceivability….became what is considered Satan or possessed a "evil inclination," yetzer hara in Hebrew. Which may be may be a form of G-d’s Bride defending herself against trespass of something that is known purely as an instinct rather than what G-d’s Wisdom and Word reveal it to be- Sin.
The "devil," in perhaps his most cunning act, perpetrated immediately, as a "knee-jerk," (fallen instinct) reaction to being himself frightened and the first to know what it is to be in darkness, cutoff from G-d Spiritually, having fallen from such an exalted height as heavenly perfection, the first among angels, seemingly comes to her defense and rescue each time another victim were led astray by the same entity’s cunning design in sin. The first knight in shining armor, so to speak, shining as evil brought to Light and the first harlot/wench/temple whore…
So that, perhaps, created beings came to know themselves for the first time, in complete error of whom they really are, and this affect lasts throughout eternity, sometimes being the Dominate force in our shared reality and collective consciousness, sometimes, during better generations, being subject to a Higher Will and Noble Design of Divine Right than most of mankind is willing to attain to, sustain in itself and promote among the rest of mankind.
So that maybe what was experienced, or the context in which mankind found himself discovered, or in which they were "born" ("born in sin") felt right or "natural." Thus, pigheadedness, because sin makes people selfish and dependent upon satan rather than G-d. Thus, such affectations as manners, tact and politeness, Jesus eschewed, regarding them as evil if and when they betrayed authenticity of Being.
Hence, Creation became "wise" to G-d, (eating the forbidden fruit~>Y’shua) knowing both good and evil. Being in a state fallen and unequal, desperate and cutoff, "naturally" siding with the "devil" to work evil works and confuse new born "adam and eves," even going so far as to sacrifice them to their demons/idols.
What if the blindman wasn’t bluffing?
The solution to the problem? What the problem is???!!! ~> The Law and Torah Life became the first G-d inspired system of government to guard against the affects of evil. Given from above, in Holiness to make peace with the beneath/below, under Heaven. Now G-d Himself was involved, because He cared about Creation and mankind, whom he created out of Love for Life (John 3:16), but whom, in disobedience, being led about by the evil one, were dying by the cartload, poisoned by one bad apple…the first harlot, servant of the evil one who poisoned her.
Being perfect is as an near insensible Way of existing in our Heavenly State, comparable with the wicked seed’s rumination of what it may be to exist in the state of one who experiences a "no-brainer," except, you act and express yourself, and sense your surroundings with the mind of G-d instead of the evil one. The former beholds His Creation, and in Immaculate Love Nurtures It patiently unto the Exalted Form It were predestined to attain to. The latter, impatiently rapes, forces, and mars that which he did not create, is ungrateful for, and wishes to destroy in envy. Thus, in a Heavenly State of Mind, you don’t have to learn, labour or create anything to attain Perfection~>Rather It is a Gift bestowed for obedience to a Way Divine born within each heir to the Kingdom of Heaven.
Luke 17: 20b-21 The kingdom of God cometh not with observation: Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.
Gen 17:1 And when Abram was ninety years old and nine, the LORD appeared to Abram, and said unto him, I [am] the Almighty God; walk before me, and be thou perfect.
Exd 20:25 And if thou wilt make me an altar of stone, thou shalt not build it of hewn stone: for if thou lift up thy tool upon it, thou hast polluted it.
Deu 18:13 Thou shalt be perfect with the LORD thy God.
Deu 27:5 And there shalt thou build an altar unto the LORD thy God, an altar of stones: thou shalt not lift up [any] iron [tool] upon them.
1Ki 8:61 Let your heart therefore be perfect with the LORD our God, to walk in his statutes, and to keep his commandments, as at this day.
Mat 5:48 Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.
King Lear~"The art of necessities is strange,
And can make vile things precious."
In the world, and that is to say, fallen society, apart from G-d, very much joined to the evil one, mankind, either wholeheartedly lusts to, is forced to or otherwise unwillingly must mar and destroy, be disobedient and forsake the Way, breaking covenant as a means of survival, to prove one’s self a citizen of a society that has never, does not and will never exist!
Thus, the madness of "life," as most know and are led to accept it. It is necessary for those who have lost the right to Be.
The only thing for those who are of a mindset "above it all" that makes this intolerable situation tolerable, is the knowledge that We make the world tolerable, and contribute the only worthy works, efforts, and accomplishments to be witnessed in the world by simply Being here, or there, or anywhere, willing, or allowing G-d to will His Will for ourselves and others whenever possible, rather than the evil one’s.
Such requires an astutely peculiar, alert, vigilant and faithful mindset or unperceived allegiance that worketh like unto an iron door unseen, an iron rod unfelt, which in either instance openeth as or correcteth at once, shutteth in or casts out the opposing, "binding and losing" what G-d would according to His Word, alive in Us by obedience seen and unseen, in a world that belongs to his enemy and Ours. We remain in control and in charge, simply by Being ~> No sweat.
Luk 12:5 But I will forewarn you whom ye shall fear: Fear him, which after he hath killed hath power to cast into hell; yea, I say unto you, Fear him.
Nah 1:11 There is [one] come out of thee, that imagineth evil against the L-RD, a wicked counsellor.
As Satan~> upon the other hand, must get entities to work and slave to bring about that which ought not to be. And which, verily, isn’t and should not be, though to the eye, mind and senses, is as concrete and solid as an behemoth city of iron and steel, cement and pavement~> it isn’t there or alive as G-d and His children are or ought to be, nor are its inhabitants living souls.
It is a mirage in a desert wasteland and its inhabitants-ghosts and apparitions- the undead and the unfeeling mob of moon zombies who walk in everlasting darkness, as cold within as deep space or midwinter’s ice, and as unwaiveringly possessed to march to the beat of an indifferent drummer as the Grave purports and establishes as their leader.
"Wicked" is an inappropriately coined and mistakenly phrased or suggestively misleading in ideation among the masses of learned individuals, who are themselves evil. To be wicked, is to be weakened in folly, and led in sin, strengthened in bloody murder and inappropriate labours, or arrogantly vain aspiration’s motivations such as sport and war.
They are as needful as that which they are in need of~>sacrifice, because their natural strength has abated or is gone altogether and has been replaced by an awful hunger, often accompanied by or akin to "addiction." Ravenous.
They are not the sort of labourers who may be strengthened by their supply of daily bread, and they don’t want their children being this sort either. Sooner sacrificing the same in the fire to an idol, than admonishing and raising in righteousness a better generation at the price of their own humiliation and sacrifice.
Jhn 10:11 I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep.
And the proper intent and duty of the debtor, or one who is "in the meat" and able to discern between good and evil is:
1Cr 4:8 Now ye are full, now ye are rich, ye have reigned as kings without us: and I would to God ye did reign, that we also might reign with you.
Rom 3:8 And not [rather], (as we be slanderously reported, and as some affirm that we say,) Let us do evil, that good may come? whose damnation is just.
1Pe 2:16 As free, and not using [your] liberty for a cloke of maliciousness, but as the servants of God.
The wicked simply do not care and may not care, even for themselves. They frustrate and make difficult their own way in the world, because they are antiCreational, defeatists. And doing so makes their way of getting what they need, quote, unquote, "wicked." Not the need itself, which is more of an opportunity to heal what they lost or hated because they did not win or provide it themselves. Nor do they wish to heal, but only to continue as disobedient children, working wickedness. Because they are they who may never reach maturity, as whole entity’s might or shall thanks to G-d.
Isa 45:7 I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these [things].
Why does or would the L-rd create evil? if not for discipline’s sake; to make wise that which was foolish and exposed to danger.
I perceive evil to be an more important teaching tool and warning signal than simply encouraging the good. Wisdom found in darkness. Intelligent yet dormant, and in need of bringing into the Light, that it might be known and know.
Only a devil would wish the innocent to remain foolish and exposed, rather than chastise and bring to maturity that which must be if ever it shall reach the status of exultation in G-d. That is the inevitable tragedy of a Mother’s Society~> children become ridiculed targets, taken advantage of, rather than raised in righteousness unto exultation of the individual’s soul and Divine Right.
Pro 22:6 Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.
Yet, lovers of folly are wicked from the womb, being lovers of madness and suffering only, created for the day of destruction (Job 21:30), children of the evil one, sons of perdition, who prey upon any who refuse Wisdom’s saving attributes and strength.
Having a Temple and the Authority in Duty that accompanies and accomplishes such attention to detail and meaning in Worship as Judaism does through the Law is what creates equanimity and balance in an precarious and dubious situation, producing through obedience, fear proper and awe authentic and instructive that enables the wise to know the difference inappropriate and appropriate that matters to those concerned with and working for and with one another for yet another’s salvation; thus winning their own as well, who may make an otherwise incorrectly and unjustly judged one as an "wicked rebel" an disciple useful, wise and necessary in a just Kingdom/society/civilization, instead of an outlaw/outcast fighting against an lawless dragon.
To be willing is not enough. Nor even able. One MUST be chosen. Then G-d makes them able and willing, even if it must be through affliction and chastisement. For the point is in fulfilling His Promises and Will through disobedient mankind. And to work with such as requires an unusual condition of attitude and mode of patient determination that in many instances only the "wicked" possess. Thus was Y’shua branded useless and set aside as naught by the builder who could not conceive of the House the L-RD had in mind for Himself. Y’shua could not be "wicked." Though, even he never claimed to be "good."
Isa 66:1 Thus saith the LORD, The heaven [is] my throne, and the earth [is] my footstool: where [is] the house that ye build unto me? and where [is] the place of my rest?
Mankind complicates alway to futility and frustration that which ought to be free and easy.
The L-RD’s willingness to aide an disobedient and ungrateful people is wonder enough for those who know and love Him. Yet, Our G-d, when Greater Wisdom fails us, does what He must and enables us to do the same rather than give up. This is wisdom of a lesser degree, born of mercy and compassion otherworldly. For, if it were up to the Beast to decide, it would be nothing but tooth and nail, hunger and thirst forever, and the poor and the needy would never be fed of the L-RD’s Table. A meal enjoyed leisurely by all those who enter into His Rest.
Exd 33:14 And he said, My presence shall go [with thee], and I will give thee rest.
1Ki 5:4 But now the LORD my God hath given me rest on every side, [so that there is] neither adversary nor evil occurrent.
Psa 16:9 Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope.
Psa 116:7 Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the LORD hath dealt bountifully with thee.
Psa 132:14 This [is] my rest for ever: here will I dwell; for I have desired it.
Isa 18:4 For so the LORD said unto me, I will take my rest, and I will consider in my dwelling place like a clear heat upon herbs, [and] like a cloud of dew in the heat of harvest.
Mat 11:29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
Hbr 4:1-11 ¶ Let us therefore fear, lest, a promise being left [us] of entering into his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it.
For unto us was the gospel preached, as well as unto them: but the word preached did not profit them, not being mixed with faith in them that heard [it].
For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world.
For he spake in a certain place of the seventh [day] on this wise, And God did rest the seventh day from all his works.
And in this [place] again, If they shall enter into my rest.
Seeing therefore it remaineth that some must enter therein, and they to whom it was first preached entered not in because of unbelief:
Again, he limiteth a certain day, saying in David, To day, after so long a time; as it is said, To day if ye will hear his voice, harden not your hearts.
For if Jesus had given them rest, then would he not afterward have spoken of another day.
There remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God.
For he that is entered into his rest, he also hath ceased from his own works, as God [did] from his.
Let us labour therefore to enter into that rest, lest any man fall after the same example of unbelief.
1Pe 5:10 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle [you].
More to come, L-RD Willing…