“A Prophet is not without honor, but in his own country, and among his own kin, and in his own house.”
It is the Sacred Obligation of every created, living creature and being in the Universe to Worship God as He Commands and makes or prescribes the Way available and known to do so.
Jesus, His only son and servant, had to fight all hell and earth combined just to fulfill and open the Way Everlasting unto one and all.
Hence, “if you want something done right, you have to do it yourself.”
The Evil One worketh twenty and four hours of an day, seven days of an week, trying to cut off the last living creature’s will, capacity and opportunity to receive anything at all from this Way Everlasting, and has nearly done so, and then there remaineth nothing left but destruction of that which is already made everlastingly miserable through sin.
Suffering is never easy, and when encouragement is hard to come by, one loses what little strength and will one possesses to carry on and fight the good fight.
My words of late, about America and Americans, have been harsh and full of condemnation, meted out to fulfill His Word and upbraid a prideful Beast. All of mankind ought to be grateful for a daily swift kick in the pants and harsh rebuke, because such will save us from us.
That is what made America great. Not the coddling of mother’s sons made useless little lord’s over households, and dejected dogs living in obscure desperation, without home, family or nation, uniting to feed themselves rather than the worthy as well as offering daily sacrifices unto the L-RD.
Not the exaltation of the family black sheep lording over an dutiful lamb, ridiculing his every movement and decision, and often leading him astray and unto hurt for spite’s sake. But the honorable, shut your mouth and do what you must to endure your error, while providing for a brother you may hate for his situation, which in turn makes you able to perfrorm this sacred rite, which you ought to consider an honor to perform, being anything but worthy thineownself.
The Lamb knoweth Who is worthy of praise and sacrifice and why, because it is in him to know, and is not in the black sheep. If the Lamb is exalted because of your efforts and devotion, you have earned your crumbs from His Table or more than depending on what you list to receive and are worthy of; as long as you realize it is not of yourself that you receive anything but a gift from God we ought to be thankful for daily.
If the Lamb is blemished or marred by any other hand or influence other than the L-RD Himself or its own waywardness, you are to be condemned and worthy to be punished. The best and most worthy servant may have a curse waiting for him at the end of the race, and such must be considered and received as a blessing and due comeuppance unto salvation eternal in the Kingdom of Heaven.
One shall never be free from this Holy Relationship, and never should wish to be, if he hath an enduring knowledge of what the price and miraculous blessing of Liberty is to the Creature. No matter how many unite to sell you “freedom” otherwise; there never was and never will be Liberty apart from the L-RD of Hosts, God of Israel and the nations.
Jesus personified this everlasting Truth, Life and Way.
Being part of a nation that thrives upon delusion and fantasy may be worse than receiving the floggings and brutal treatments described and portrayed as crimes against humanity in our nation’s media and entertainment industry.
Life is hard and pointless because our Nation has rejected Life and the Way.
People are blessed and a joy to know when all the crap the world wishes us to purchase and exalt and lust after doesn’t turn us against one another and condemn us at the heart and soul of who we really are.
I’m sorry that I am often misunderstood because the world has become corrupt in heart understanding, and citizens of the Kingdom must think in wayward terms that mar their ability to comprehend and act in anyway useful to themselves and honorable in sight of God.
ONLY in Torah living may a nation even begin to enjoy the type of freedom America boasts of and the many other flights of fancy that ought to be segregated and known as fanciful and never become of such import that brother would betray brother to preserve an illusionary demand of evil or vain imagination and passion, for such is the hunger of the Grave and nothing like unto Wisdom and Her fruitbearing, lifegiving, emancipating, evergreen boughs.
The House/Church means nothing to me nor God without the members and that’s all that matters…therefore, I’m offended that ANYONE would let a disagreement ruin an opportunity that may only come to fulfillment when we may all agree.
Petty games, hurt feelings, acts of spite and betrayal I will not tolerate.
Not to boast but, I think if the members of the House/Church would respect the authority entrusted to me and His and the Authority of He who is with Us and sent Us into the world to fulfill that which is written by the prophets; in an instant, all might be restored to some semblance of peace and understanding, and a Way would open up in the wilderness that all the souls of the New Jerusalem and the surrounding lands and nations beyond, into all the world may make use of, for all to endure the consequences of forsaking the L-RD.
Of all people, we and those about us, who know Him and know who He is and that the least inhabitant of any realm has less to fear from me than a new born babe, ought to be the very first and far from last to take up the charge on His behalf and do everything and anything within our power, of which I know some have a greater deal of influence than they are willing to admit to, to speed the removal of our enemies and the restoration of our homeland, or His Home during our return to the same to govern the affairs of His Kingdom righteously as they who have been chosen to do the same.
Placing anyone in a situation where we are surrounded by hateful, envious creatures of despair, is not a smart idea. But the L-RD works in mysterious ways.
Nevertheless, I have made use of just such a situation and found that no matter what the enemy’s intentions were or may still be, the L-RD has made it all work to His and our Good.
Gen 50:20 But as for you, ye thought evil against me; but God meant it unto good, to bring to pass, as it is this day, to save much people alive.
These people, whom I’ve harshly regarded and spoke of at times, all need taking care of and someone to supply them with the basic necessities of day to day life.
They have no right to what they desire and they’ve made the homeland unsafe and unclean for all, and their effort to clean up is worse than their original crime, without due admittance of their having been a crime committed here, perhaps the most unspeakable and ungodly of crimes ever covered up for centuries in the heart of America. Repentance and Atonement for which must be professed and made, confirmed and sustained. A scapegoat was used to remove guilt not pardon. Pardon was the result of repentence, the atonement the goat satisfied, renewed dedication and willingness to return to HaShem and live a life godly.
Num 35:33 So ye shall not pollute the land wherein ye are: for blood it defileth the land: and the land cannot be cleansed of the blood that is shed therein, but by the blood of him that shed it.
I fear my prayers for a deliverer did no more than strengthen the resolve and amount in numbers of my enemy, and their will to continue on as ever, awhoring and murdering with guile and cunning unmatched, any and all she may get her defiled grasp upon.
They all, every one, deserve to be put to the sword, especially if they are unwilling to receive help because they are too prideful to do so and wish to govern their own affairs which they obviously failed to maintain eons ago.
They are like the ‘Undead’, at large and in charge.
As for those I’ve esteemed in the past and hope I may in the future once more, meaning my friends and family at the House/Church of the L-RD, I would like for them to know that I intend to govern at least my own affairs fairly and with all due consideration for each member of a House/Church fallen, with but a single aim in mind and heart, Reconciliation.
Not that I should want or be in such a seat and situation before you all, but that what we’ve suffered should not be in vain.
I care for you all a great deal and want only what is best for us all.
Those with absolutely no hope nor light in them wish to reign as kings by their filthy, rat breeding strength as if they were clean and orderly.
Their cleanliness comes at the mistreatment of slaves, their strength and whitened countenances and rosey cheeks come at the blood of new born babes, thus Bush’s “No child left behind” campaign. He plans to seek, find and devour every last child he may find.
A suffering negro, starving alone in a rat infested house during a Katrina nightmare is more righteous by comparison.
Mat 23:27-33 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye are like unto whited sepulchres, which indeed appear beautiful outward, but are within full of dead [men’s] bones, and of all uncleanness. Even so ye also outwardly appear righteous unto men, but within ye are full of hypocrisy and iniquity. Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! because ye build the tombs of the prophets, and garnish the sepulchres of the righteous, And say, If we had been in the days of our fathers, we would not have been partakers with them in the blood of the prophets. Wherefore ye be witnesses unto yourselves, that ye are the children of them which killed the prophets. Fill ye up then the measure of your fathers.Ye serpents, ye generation of vipers, how can ye escape the damnation of hell?
Hence they counciled together and forced me to endure what I have in hopes of my joining them, and knowing what it is they feel and endure.
There are rats dying in the woodwork of the apartment I lived in, which I cleaned almost daily, in hopes of getting rid of the noxious smell…It endures…I may not for much longer…I’ve gone from a situation bad to far worse because the local government saw fit to judge me some sort of unclean vessel/mad man.
That is there hope to turn me into an unclean subject, by forcing me to endure an unclean, terror filled existence among the unclean, and ask me to pay for the same, as if I were being done a favor!
I’ve been threatened with incarceration everytime I’ve tried to help a neighbor or make and/or suggest an improvement. The folly is mine. The last thing they desire is improved living.
Their desire is to keep ghosts and witches alive and in business. Not so as to raise the dead and emancipate the living, but so as to keep the dead in their graves forever, pervert the living and destroy the Everlasting Light and Life of the Universe eternally for all.
This is the precise point of my everlasting anger and contempt for each and every last one of them. And for myself at having believed and been taken by them.
For the Way and Torah was established to care for these rats in particular, by a G-d who has no pleasure in the shedding of blood, be it man nor beast.
But these filthy, obstinate, unhearing, unfeeling, uncaring pigs and rats, wish to drink the blood of the gods and find joy and wicked pleasure in their abominations.
All of which they erect an innocent looking little picket fence around, and splash a coat of white paint upon every year, about the same time they shoot abominations into the sky and sit around, with frankfurters stuffed in their mouths, too concerned with getting their share of the same while the getting is good, to take a break to utter an “ohhhh” or “ahhh” for the spectacle’s wonder…
What some seem to be unable to grasp is the very simplest of arithmetical equations, and I’m at my ropes end, barely standing for the battle’s injuries, which I have sustained under attack from all sides and especially in the heart of my own House.
God is a God of the Living and NOT of the dead, and that is where Authority and Representation come from-Above, and not beneath. The authority that seeps up from beneath is one we should be taught to fear not respect nor look to for direction, facts nor figures.
Thus, you see, I know and appreciate where you all may be coming from, and I have mercy upon each and every member’s situation, but it takes a community’s understanding and willing participation to make even one relationship between a man and woman work and enchant to fulfillment, and if you are all not willing to bow to the same God and do what He commands to earn the right to your daily bread, meat, what have you, suited to your own unique God given affectations, for this is why He created you and loveth you, and would to preserve you even in the hand of that which should not be.
That which should not be, is granted authority because the living choose death rather than life, and the unclean rather than the holy and sanctified.
And it’s no wonder we do, because when you are dying, denial and diversion suits you to a tee everyday. It’s frightening, being in the hands of that which may completely destroy you at anytime.
Hence the astounding success of the American Dream. It afforded one and all allegiant with the opportunity and capacity to escape the demands of reality.
Hence the militant, merciless hate inflicted upon anyone who would threaten the establishment of the same.
When an occasional Tender Mercy is all one may look forward to in a hard, never-ending road to nowhere, anyone who would threaten your way of receiving the same, must be destroyed outright.
But then hypocrisy and corruption crept into American Politics; the more “citizens” who fell short of the glory of God, largely because they had never been concerned with seeking It in the first place, had to be respected according to the promises and guarantees of freedom and due process…every citizen finding themselves with one of two choices, be processed and served or serve according to a mad lot’s proceedings…
When the scales of Justice tipped in favor of the wicked, nearly every American became a tippler and joined AA, Amnesiacs Anonymous.
Amnesia wont deliver you from those who wont join you, and they remain a constant, unwanted reminder of the grievous error you have made, but they are also the reason you may still survive and enjoy what the wicked may.
Luk 11:13 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?
I am destroyed in soul to find that people whom I loved as I did, lo’ these many years, and others, many complete strangers, by their own choice and creation’s design, would plot so unbelieveable a traitorious death snare, and lay wait L-RD knoweth how long in hopes of avenging themselves by incapacitating my will and strength to defend myself or act at all on my own behalf and defense, and leave me in my diseases as some lowly wretched rat who never would and did love you more than life itself, willing to lay down my life as many times as need be to prove the same and liberate you from your self-willed imprisonments!
What you have done and continue to do to one who would liberate you, is unforgivable! Imprisoning me and seeking to harm me for caring about those who no one in his right mind should care about!
Children of the devil!
There shall be none milk and honey, fresh grain and new wine for you. Just desserts only…
I mean these things, but I am happy because the L-RD has not forsaken me nor given me over to the will of mine enemy entirely, though I am most definitely at his mercy right now. I pray every day that the day of my emancipation may arrive for myself and all those who belong to Him, the House of Israel and any seeking adoption unto eternal salvation and redemption.
1Pe 2:20 For what glory is it, if, when ye be buffeted for your faults, ye shall take it patiently? but if, when ye do well, and suffer for it, ye take it patiently, this [is] acceptable with God.
1Pe 3:13 ¶ And who is]he that will harm you, if ye be followers of that which is good? But and if ye suffer for righteousness’ sake, happy are ye: and be not afraid of their terror, neither be troubled; But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts: and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear: Having a good conscience; that, whereas they speak evil of you, as of evildoers, they may be ashamed that falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ. For it is better, if the will of God be so, that ye suffer for well doing, than for evil doing.
I am heartbroken to find my very heart’s longing among the Evil One’s ranks…And it is not as though I do not understand their anger and frustration and error. They feel betrayed by the very God and nation in whom they trusted, but we’ve never reason to grow treacherous or return evil for evil. God is a consuming fire better off not played with but feared and obediently served, not as a dog or beast but as one who may be as a ‘god’ thine own self if you endure faithfully and overcome. He also lifts the needy from the ashheap, the poor from the dunghill and seats them with princes of His people. In this reality even rats and undesirables may be free and judged by wisdom’s guidance and law. But in a sea of vanity and illusion, whoever is snared doesn’t have a rat’s ass chance of understanding thier own situation much less of escaping unto freedom’s promise, and very much less Liberty’s blessings. We know the Way, we have encouragement in disciples and apostles’ teachings, but never forget the Testimony is a sealed matter and an eternal authority, not easily granted unto men, and rarely weilded worthily is the sword that rightly inflicts a healing wound. Trust no man to be your lord or governor, but in everything acknowledge the L-RD of lords and King of kings and you will be a blessing to all, however the L-RD make you one is not up to you and it may seem like a curse to bear and it’s fruit not immediately apparent and perhaps never acknowledged by those who would or may never enjoy the same, but you and He know and that is sufficient for anyone for whom the Way has been shown and the permission to walk at liberty granted. No man may take that from you without your consent. Keep to His Way and you will find reward in ever day.
All such reporting dutifully for action or inaction, addition or subtraction, precision or confusion, willing to do all manner of harm to yourselves and others, damning at random and with no regard for justice, mercy, nor honor of any sort.
Fulfilling nothing more than an hunger and will to feed yourselves. That is what I find dispicable.
What may have begun as a mission, of good sport and will, went far beyond any reasonable objective sane, and perhaps in rooting out evil and hatred, you became it your own selves.
IF, it had all been done to preserve even one soul, righteous and blameless before God, then and then only would it be excusable and may be realized as something just and of good service to the L-RD.
But since it seemeth the will of the entire House became to scar, damn and otherwise, make ridiculous and defile the same, while swallowing up as many an righteous soul as you could, thereby restoring for a season, thine own health or ability unto works evil and useless to the righteous, I may not see the battle’s justification and must condemn thine army of souls, a veritable Legion of them, unless, and this is the ONLY remaining course of action for the same and myself and the righteous, what members there may be left among us, that we were all to unite as One under the banners of Israel/America and seek to build up His people, the Torah and Way everlasting, the House of the Remnant and the Third Temple eventual, here in the New Jerusalem, otherwise known as The L-RD Is There.
And in our world, few are concerned with this and it’s because we’ve forsaken the L-RD and the Torah
Which is the Way of Life. Blessed are those who take hold of it, and cursed are those who forsake It.
And that’s basically the end and beginning, root and branch of all our relationship woes. Be with who you want to be with only be true and love forever. There is no cause for stumbling in one who loves at all times.
You may be hurt or get hurt by another, but you’re always fulfilling the Law of Life.
Nothing else matters.
Wisdom’s Health has never lost a soul yet.
I lived in an apartment complex with a lot of old people…it is hard.
It is like a nursing home, in which I’ve also done time…
But there are a few young guys who lived there, who pitched in taking care of them.
The thing is, old people suck! They are a huge pain in the ass and most of the time, you just want to get them out of the way, but then you remember these old broads and gents are or used to be somebody’s mother or father and so, you deal with the frustration that wakes you at 3 or 4 in the morning and causes you to go without sleep.
Family life is not what it used to be or what it ought, and that because it may never really have been so, and this is what happens when we abandon Lawful duty to our own flesh and blood and leave the bother to foreigners or others who do not work because they have regard for the Torah much less for your family and its aging members. Strange way of including those who would otherwise be aliens to our nation by Way of life, that they should creep in awares and run the tail end of our lives out of the way by farce of what ought to be a private family matter. It’s a very complicated mess and easy to leave behind when someone else is willing to deal with what you leave behind, all that you can’t take with you. But then, you can’t really get where you may wish to be, if you do so, and what is left behind will be a mark against you when you try to enter a new phase of life promised you by leaders who don’t care about what you’ve left behind either, but make a mockery of the same through medicare propaganda, dramatic gleanings from a field fantastic, and basically complicate matters that would otherwise be easy for a system just to manage, rather than use as an excuse for not dealing with other issues that threaten the next generation’s ability to fulfill the same for themselves and their posterity. Tragedy may even be enjoyable when rightly reacted to, but it is never the stuff of heroism. It is just duty fulfilled. There should be nothing to boast about in our way of life.
It’s hard being old, especially in a prideful nation of independence so-called.
It doesn’t make any sense.
These are not worthy young lambs, but Lawless lost souls, lost for believing in themselves. When they reached their end, they learned the Truth in a terrible way.
Such causes me to become extremely irate and they can’t appreciate my thoughts and anger because they don’t think rightly and you can’t teach an old dog new tricks without pointing out, rather embarrassingly, that he or she is a dog or what have you.
Governing an ill-begotten house is a nightmare for a righteous man. Being told by the vilely prideful members of the same house that right is wrong, a problem rather than solution bringer, or other wise set aside, and mistreated as insignificant and uneccessary, is obviously treasonous and ill-measured abuse of advantage.
At any rate, when my imagination is piqued by a subject that has caused me great strife, I am easily moved to speak of the conquerer’s effort and pride immaculate.
For I have indeed, routed mine enemies and brought shame upon my foes and it were not so much I who did so, as their own seething hatred for me that did, for they hated me without cause or reason and reaped the fruit of their hatred, offering me the same daily, even as Holy manna!
To “kill ’em all, and let God sort ’em, out” is treasonous and abandonment of duty. We must put our Faith and Trust in God, and make righteous judgment in each and every case. Wield the Sword and entreat the Lightning Bolt, worthily, so that, in America, if some ruffians come in, we may be able to eject them before they cause m’Lady any harm.
Without the bolt, lighting may not strike.
I know what it is both to deal with and to be an slovenly, and incompetent servant.
The best way to improve one’s lot would be to improve thine own example, one would think, but miraculously, in my case, at any rate, the exact opposite seems to have come to pass for the members of the House.
It must be a heart issue, and the absence of the same in that which is unfit to serve and obstinate in its sedition, disgustingly prideful, unfit to live, says I.
Or so I said…
When hope knocks, hide not.
When Violent Pride rears her ugly Head, pray there be enough hiding spaces to go around!
Joe 2:1-32 Blow ye the trumpet in Zion, and sound an alarm in my holy mountain: let all the inhabitants of the land tremble: for the day of the L-RD cometh, for it is nigh at hand;
A day of darkness and of gloominess, a day of clouds and of thick darkness, as the morning spread upon the mountains: a great people and a strong; there hath not been ever the like, neither shall be any more after it, [even] to the years of many generations.
A fire devoureth before them; and behind them a flame burneth: the land is as the garden of Eden before them, and behind them a desolate wilderness; yea, and nothing shall escape them.
The appearance of them is as the appearance of horses; and as horsemen, so shall they run.
Like the noise of chariots on the tops of mountains shall they leap, like the noise of a flame of fire that devoureth the stubble, as a strong people set in battle array.
Before their face the people shall be much pained: all faces shall gather blackness.
They shall run like mighty men; they shall climb the wall like men of war; and they shall march every one on his ways, and they shall not break their ranks:
Neither shall one thrust another; they shall walk every one in his path: and when they fall upon the sword, they shall not be wounded.
They shall run to and fro in the city; they shall run upon the wall, they shall climb up upon the houses; they shall enter in at the windows like a thief.
The earth shall quake before them; the heavens shall tremble: the sun and the moon shall be dark, and the stars shall withdraw their shining:
And the L-RD shall utter his voice before his army: for his camp is very great: for he is strong that executeth his word: for the day of the L-RD is great and very terrible; and who can abide it?
Therefore also now, saith the L-RD, turn ye even to me with all your heart, and with fasting, and with weeping, and with mourning:
And rend your heart, and not your garments, and turn unto the L-RD your God: for he is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and of great kindness, and repenteth him of the evil.
Who knoweth if he will return and repent, and leave a blessing behind him; even a meat offering and a drink offering unto the L-RD your God?
Blow the trumpet in Zion, sanctify a fast, call a solemn assembly:
Gather the people, sanctify the congregation, assemble the elders, gather the children, and those that suck the breasts: let the bridegroom go forth of his chamber, and the bride out of her closet.
Let the priests, the ministers of the L-RD, weep between the porch and the altar, and let them say, Spare thy people, O L-RD, and give not thine heritage to reproach, that the heathen should rule over them: wherefore should they say among the people, Where is their God?
Then will the L-RD be jealous for his land, and pity his people.
Yea, the L-RD will answer and say unto his people, Behold, I will send you corn, and wine, and oil, and ye shall be satisfied therewith: and I will no more make you a reproach among the heathen:
But I will remove far off from you the northern army, and will drive him into a land barren and desolate, with his face toward the east sea, and his hinder part toward the utmost sea, and his stink shall come up, and his ill savour shall come up, because he hath done great things.
Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice: for the L-RD will do great things.
Be not afraid, ye beasts of the field: for the pastures of the wilderness do spring, for the tree beareth her fruit, the fig tree and the vine do yield their strength.
Be glad then, ye children of Zion, and rejoice in the L-RD your God: for he hath given you the former rain moderately, and he will cause to come down for you the rain, the former rain, and the latter rain in the first [month].
And the floors shall be full of wheat, and the fats shall overflow with wine and oil.
And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpiller, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you.
And ye shall eat in plenty, and be satisfied, and praise the name of the L-RD your God, that hath dealt wondrously with you: and my people shall never be ashamed.
And ye shall know that I am in the midst of Israel, and that I am the L-RD your God, and none else: and my people shall never be ashamed.
And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions:
And also upon the servants and upon the handmaids in those days will I pour out my spirit.
And I will shew wonders in the heavens and in the earth, blood, and fire, and pillars of smoke.
The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the great and the terrible day of the L-RD come.
And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the L-RD shall be delivered: for in mount Zion and in Jerusalem shall be deliverance, as the L-RD hath said, and in the remnant whom the L-RD shall call.
(Updated April 6, 2013 by BdG)