A Saint’s patience is different than a soldier’s, yet each entity’s dependence upon the other is so intrinsically fundamental and vital to either’s success and survival, that a constant and open line of communication must be kept sacred and never jeopardized by the wants and needs of people either may serve.
Both serve G-d and have less if any respect of person’s than G-d Himself has.
Anyone who sabotages or endangers this all important relationship must be considered an enemy and cut down without mercy.
This morning I watched a telecast of our nation’s soldiers on some aimless mission in the dessert of Iraq. They went into some hot and sweltering village in a steel tank, supposedly set on a goodwill mission to help the village get access to aide they needed, when they arrived at the rendezvous point, they were met by a few straggling meandering goats-villagers dressed in robes and looking rather comfortable and happy with the situation of this small village as it was and greeted them with bewilderment and confusion, and I dare say, annoyance at having their afternoon siestas interrupted!
It was really a comedy of errors, as the soldiers were expecting many people to be there and the leader of said village, who was supposed to be there to greet them was taking a nap in his make shift home, a shack of sorts, sloppily put together by nomads, who really have no desire to establish anything more than what they have, a rock to climb under and out of, when the sun is too hot in the dessert. And the Sargeant or whomever, that was in charge of the mission, dressed in heavy body armor, using a translator expressed no more real understanding of why he was there than surprise at finding a handful of uncomprehending souls to deal with.
Here at home, I struggle to find a willing hand to help me acquire even a glass of cold water in what is quick becoming like unto the village on this morning’s telecast in Iraq. Every day I awaken and find my neighbors alive, I count a crime against G-d. They are the mirrored souls of those dessert dwellers. They really don’t give a damn about themselves or anyone else.
Guilty and hateful as the sun is hot, they accept no help, fight one another for parking spaces and cigarettes, coffee and Little Debbie treats. And desire only and at all times to go whole hog with some neighborhood prostitute, living a double life of homekeeper/slut of the underworld.
This is the "humanity" reaching out to Iraq, and spreading Freedom throughout the globe! Absurd!
"Absurd," is a polite way of defining Evil. But when you make a deal with the devil, that’s what you’ll get….
I’ve made a deal with G-d, thus the world hates me. Nothing new under the sun….
Only thing is, this is a preordained situation, and the devil must back off.
Being the spineless, guttersnipe he/she is, he must make some final futile bid and effort to get me to panic…Only better displaying his true nature and the origin of his weakness.
What hurts most, more than any physical or mental pain I’ve ever endured, is the emotional pain suffered when family or friends seem more allegiant to he than I?
People I admired and felt were strong, brave and true, have become the opposite, which shouldn’t be that big of a surprise to me, but it is hard to be alone and not share fellowship with people I ought to.
The only thing that could be worse would be abandoning myself now, after all this, and not following through, though doing so may cause the most painful moment of my existence to come to pass. Sobeit. His Will be done, His Kingdom come.
Thus the increased sense of violence toward my person, and the revealed weakness in those about me and in the entity who creates it- Fear.
I have never wished for anyone to suffer thus. But people bring this fate upon themselves, by relying upon themselves, lying to themselves and others, puffing themselves up with pride, filling themselves with false bravado, and hurting one another with senseless violence and extreme measures. When humbling themselves and repenting of the evil done themselves and others, might bring a speedy recovery for some and allow those who may to make more merciful the passing on of those who may not recover from this folly of the latter-days.
I would much rather those who need it receive the merciful relief of pain and burden, that they might if not recover, at least pass on with the aid of those who have the sense to rightly judge their situation.
It seems, they’ve made themselves judges that permit themselves no mercy, but only wish to cover their crimes and go out spitefully spitting out curses at one another and myself.
Absurd it is not to accept the hand of He who offers to make your final days under heaven more enjoyable. Perhaps the most enjoyable you could have experienced if not so selfishly oriented and programmed toward failure.
The impetus for some devil’s (the Director of this town’s Housing Authority) outlandish remarks and accusations recently brought to fore in accusing me of being a "problem tenant" where I am currently imprisoned, was my offering to donate an electric lawnmower so as to cut down on noise and pollution here at the Court and to ask in a formal manner to use an Ionizer to clean the air in the edifice’s community center, which I’ve also had to fight to be able to clean and use like a soldier doing battle with the Legion itself.
I also wanted to encourage a smoke free environment here at the court, and removed some very old and ugly coffee cans dating back to WWII, or something, which the maintenance crew most graciously saw fit to lazily, and unconcernedly put by some benches out in front of the Housing Director’s Office.
It really shouldn’t bother me how they wish to torture themselves, and pass on in a tub of vomit they call a community center. Only I still wish to use it myself and see other more healthy and young residents and their family members use it as well.
So, because of a handful of lying old cretins and a maintenance man, undercover agent working for the devil what put me in this prison house can’t get over some lame insecurities they’ve carried around with them all their lives since their days in the school yard, tormenting each other then as they do now, basically the whole of Creation has gone to hell in a bucket.
The residents suffer because of the director’s complete lack of right regard for Justice and the residents who squat here and because I’ve been kind and tried to help people and made the housing authority look bad, they’ve decided to persecute me and make me look like a problem. Because the whole thing is a staged event. A trap set for me. I was supposed to be left here dead, as a victim of my own disparity brought about by circumstances supposedly of my own making. My enemy making off as she who did her best to aid me, but who was laying every snare in my path and helping me to end my life in a miserable way, hoping to leave me in my own diseases, which cling unto her like white on rice and stink on Shiites. Much like every step of my life since entering this realm of creation, which my enemy purchased the rights to long ago and imagines him/herself lord over, parceling out land rights to whomsoever he/she pleases, with land that belongs to no one except the L-RD, which none of the inhabitants heeds the Word, Way and Law of anymore except it be in falsely praising him in buildings they’ve erected unto mankind’s everlasting shame and hatred of the G-d of Israel. Those edifices worthy being completely abandoned and left to decay.
This is why we’re at war here and abroad, this entity needs the world to believe in war and all this garbage her society was founded and built up upon, because she needs to ever be acquiring riches unto power to hold onto the right to ruin her enemies lives and make miserable every last American She also Reigns over as Queen.
The best and closest she comes to showing mercy is placing a little girl upon stage to sing "Over the Rainbow" to a miserable audience forever sitting in darkness of a choice and desire in their own members. Not a single one caring how many young men and women die in Iraq, yet buying up, and slapping on new magnetic ribbons and flags at every convenient gas stop here in the States, weeping openly and in grotesteque fashion at every available photo/camera op caught on whatever mechanism Sony or whomever may make available to the purchasing masses of wild hogs, trampling freely in the kingdom of our L-rd, every last subject’s rights and possessions from sea to shining sea, saluting a flag someone else has to tell them has been raised over their nation, because they haven’t eyes to see with nor hearts to perceive its meaning to their dead ancestors if they could behold the nation’s banners in His Glorious Light.
They’re all in a panicked state of disarray because the crimes they are endeavoring to cover up are ghastly and unspeakable. So they’ve been forced to improve and clean up their acts and lifestyles against their wills and this is why they are upset with me. This is what happens when unrighteous men and women in our society are permitted to selfishly prolong their lives without care nor consideration for righteous judgment. When they have no authority to do so; they bullsh*t, lie, cheat, steal and kill, all to cover up the fact that they’re a bunch of lazy children of iniquity. Fact is, these old folks are the reason the younger generation right now is doomed to certain destruction. Instead of helping their own children, they’ve lured them into a secret world of the worst sins done under heaven. They ought to have been concerned with helping their kids escape this kind of hell. But they weren’t and instead of admitting their folly, they are trying to cover it and buy or cheat their way out. They use the law to do so.
I am not a soldier, and struggle as a Saint and son. In the realm I am caught in, I cannot expect to perform as I ought and not be a casualty of spiritual warfare. Such is a price I agreed to pay before I was born into the world and came to live in the devil’s dominion.
People here regard at me with the same senseless hatred that the villagers, who laughed at our soldiers in the dessert this morning portrayed, and are as thankful for my being here as the same and as the whore who sent our nation’s best and brightest sons and daughters off to Iraq to die in the desert performing a devil’s desire.
Unfortunate it had to come to this. I would have and still might, with certain exceptions and adjustments, forgive and forget the whole mess and get on with solution implementation.
Unfortunately, these who do not want mercy, must suffer the demands of justice. They’ve done their best to cover themselves with a completely bogus law, the keepers of which no longer wish to do their job, for they see that they have been made fools of and put themselves in danger for an unthankful, pestilential, heartless wannabe queen of the damned.
Why should they care? What reward is there in doing her will any longer? She’s let everyone down, including herself. I’m the only one who still cares for her. And for this, she hates me more than ever.
Thus I must stand firm against everyone.
"If you do not stand firm in the Faith,
you shall not stand at all."
Now the US Armed Forces are strained to inevitable inadequacy both at home and abroad, and keeping the law is a very difficult bargain in a land in which none of the citizens are encouraged nor taught to be Lawful.
Martial lawlessness has ensued rather than martial law because America does not wish to deal with Her own as She ought to and definitely not as the L-RD would that She may…and the circumstance of purchased seats of judgment have forced illicit measures by the righteous to undermine the powers that are endeavoring to corrupt every last citizen of a nation that knoweth not right judgment and hungers not for that which restores and emboldens to right action: a working system of Saints, Soldiers and Citizens.
Mat 8:8-13 The centurion answered and said, Lord, I am not worthy that thou shouldest come under my roof: but speak the word only, and my servant shall be healed.
For I am a man under authority, having soldiers under me: and I say to this [man], Go, and he goeth; and to another, Come, and he cometh; and to my servant, Do this, and he doeth [it].
When Jesus heard [it], he marvelled, and said to them that followed, Verily I say unto you, I have not found so great faith, no, not in Israel.
And I say unto you, That many shall come from the east and west, and shall sit down with Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, in the kingdom of heaven.
But the children of the kingdom shall be cast out into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
And Jesus said unto the centurion, Go thy way; and as thou hast believed, [so] be it done unto thee. And his servant was healed in the selfsame hour.
As a matter of fact, America has been waging war against Her own citizens, G-d, and the entire Creation for centuries, setting up satan’s kingdom upon G-d’s Promised Land.
What affords one member of the house with the opportunity to be and act out his or her gracious airs, is most often ungracious action and unbecoming, ugly behaviour. To try and do both is breaking the rules and sabotaging the House.
To disallow the member or members with the opportunity to act graciously because you chose to do the opposite, is envious stupidity and garish asshattery.
To allow a violent man, someone who must do violence as his office and situation as a member of the house demands, to act as a gracious host, is breaking the rules and the order demanded in keeping House is marred by the devil in the host figure, which must and will creep into whatever presentation the audience might see and mar the affect and Work of the House.
1Ch 28:3-9 But God said unto me, Thou shalt not build an house for my name, because thou [hast been] a man of war, and hast shed blood.
Howbeit the LORD God of Israel chose me before all the house of my father to be king over Israel for ever: for he hath chosen Judah [to be] the ruler; and of the house of Judah, the house of my father; and among the sons of my father he liked me to make [me] king over all Israel:
And of all my sons, (for the LORD hath given me many sons,) he hath chosen Solomon my son to sit upon the throne of the kingdom of the LORD over Israel.
And he said unto me, Solomon thy son, he shall build my house and my courts: for I have chosen him [to be] my son, and I will be his father.
Moreover I will establish his kingdom for ever, if he be constant to do my commandments and my judgments, as at this day.
Now therefore in the sight of all Israel the congregation of the LORD, and in the audience of our God, keep and seek for all the commandments of the LORD your God: that ye may possess this good land, and leave [it] for an inheritance for your children after you for ever.
So to decide of your own will to be a soldier, seeking a soldier’s share or Glory, and turn back and wish to also host the Inaugural Ball or whatever, is blasphemously out of order. You cannot have a soldier in the Head Quarter’s Seat. His seat of command is on the battlefield or in the tent of directives to be found thereabouts. When he returns home, he cannot assume a different nature and office, he has shed blood, he is forever a soldier by his own decision. There is no opportunity to be otherwise afforded him.
A cruel truth that that which you fought to preserve and protect, you may not be a part of as an initiate or native of a social culture, but your actions and fidelity help shape the same and make secure its perimeter of tendency and its
resourcefulness of ability’s cumulative fruits.
The Glory all desire and verily is every man’s birthright, is no longer attainable, and a different sort of lesser glory shared by all may seem more important to cherish and esteem than that which sustains and Created the whole, and each and every opportunity and living moment and experience within the Creature.
The urge to fulfill the divine in you may be so overpowering that you would, as satan, act counter to that which is Holiness and be forever marred and contrary. One slip, and your opportunity is forever gone, and you have no choice but to submit to the Divine in another. And thus the birth of a contrary system of style and direction whose urges and will to be known comes from beneath and must usurp and defraud to exist, initiated by and allegiant to the Prince of Darkness, or be Lawfully devoted to the Way made straight in the wilderness, by sincere and everlasting devotion to the Head of the Kingdom of Light.
Satan’s desire to play gracious host of the party is overwhelming. He will not be denied. And the end result is fantastick and something the entire world may and doth marvel at.
So, what does G-d do? He chooses the foolish things, and mars the Perfect, exalting the lowly, forever frustrating the real fools of creation in doing so.
Ether 12:26-28 And when I had said this, the Lord spake unto me, saying: Fools mock, but they shall mourn; and my grace is sufficient for the meek, that they shall take no advantage of your weakness;
And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness.
I give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them.
Behold, I will show unto the Gentiles their weakness and I will show unto them that faith, hope and charity bringeth unto me — the fountain of all righteousness.
1Cr 1:27-31 But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;
And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, [yea], and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:
That no flesh should glory in his presence.
But of him are ye in Christ Jesus, who of God is made unto us wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption:
That, according as it is written, He that glorieth, let him glory in the L-RD.
And that’s what makes being a nobody, and a soldier without recognition and worldly treasure, the most satisfying and redeemingly rewarding profession under Heaven. And that’s what being an American meant to me.
If all of this is lost to Pomp & Circumstance, presumptive power struggling and elitest showfares, marked by pretention and regal ostentation, then we’ve failed to achieve the American Dream as well as the Greater Achievement that I am sure we all recognize by now as the New Jerusalem.
And thus the frustration of every beast of the Jungle’s nature, when encountering a Lamb King, or when an old faithful Ram like Israel butts into your business and ruins your deal by simply and ever being faithfully resolved as a Shepherd of the L-RD’s Flock.
And what is most difficult to realize is your devotion to this Lamb often makes it impossible to return to Him in the manner one would in Heaven. You may not submit to His Will when you must fight and shed blood or when sworn to labor in a contradictable manner to establish His Kingdom. Your restoration is afar off and difficult to behold, cumbersome to contemplate when the moment demands you act in precise violence. Looking back to behold a Way made by which the Righteous may gather into a Kingdom prepared by their Father in Heaven using the talents you spent upon the battlefield, beholding a cruel truth which may engender resentment if it were not for the Promise and Covenant Eternal.
A Soldier may not endure the trial of war without a Saint to preserve and restore. And when fighting for a whore, everyday, is an unrelenting chore, when what you’ve fought to provide others with the opportunity to establish is a vomitous bore, leaving one rather sore at a nation he once did adore. We should all give serious heed to what’s in store.
He must turn home and cleanse his land of that which has no right to stand in the way of that which must be established, whether he must turn his homeland into an apocalyptic graveyard in doing so, Abominations must not stand.
1 Nephi 14: 5-17 Thou hast beheld that if the Gentiles repent it shall be well with them; and thou also knowest concerning the covenants of the Lord unto the house of Israel; and thou also hast heard that whoso repenteth not must perish.
Therefore, wo be unto the Gentiles if it so be that they harden their hearts against the Lamb of God.
For the time cometh, saith the Lamb of God, that I will work a great and a marvelous work among the children of men; a work which shall be everlasting, either on the one hand or on the other — either to the convincing of them unto peace and life eternal, or unto the deliverance of them to the hardness of their hearts and the blindness of their minds unto their being brought down into captivity, and also into destruction, both temporally and spiritually, according to the captivity of the devil, of which I have spoken.
And when the angel had spoken these words, he said unto me: Rememberest thou the covenants of the Father unto the house of Israel? I said unto him, Yea.
And he said unto me: Look, and behold that great and abominable church, which is the mother of abominations, whose founder is the devil.
And he said unto me: Behold there are save two churches only; the one is the church of the Lamb of God, and the other is the church of the devil; wherefore, whoso belongeth not to the church of the Lamb of God belongeth to that great church, which is the mother of abominations; and she is the whore of all the earth.
And I looked and beheld the whore of all the earth, and she sat upon many waters; and she had dominion over all the earth, among all nations, kindreds, tongues, and people.
And I beheld the church of the Lamb of God, and its numbers were few, because of the wickedness and abominations of the whore who sat upon many waters; nevertheless, I beheld that the church of the Lamb, who were the saints of God, were also upon all the face of the earth; and their dominions upon the face of the earth were small, because of the wickedness of the great whore whom I saw.
And I beheld that the great mother of abominations did gather together multitudes upon the face of all the earth, among all the nations of the Gentiles, to fight against the Lamb of God.
And I, Nephi, beheld the power of the Lamb of God, that it descended upon the saints of the church of the Lamb, and upon the covenant people of the Lord, who were scattered upon all the face of the earth; and they were armed with righteousness and with the power of God in great glory.
And I beheld that the wrath of God was poured out upon that great and abominable church, insomuch that there were wars and rumors of wars among all the nations and kindreds of the earth.
And as there began to be wars and rumors of wars among all the nations which belonged to the mother of abominations, the angel spake unto me, saying:
Behold, the wrath of God is upon the mother of harlots; and behold, thou seest all these things —
And when the day cometh that the wrath of God is poured out upon the mother of harlots, which is the great and abominable church of all the earth, whose founder is the devil, then, at that day, the work of the Father shall commence, in preparing the way for the fulfilling of his covenants, which he hath made to his people who are of the house of Israel.
Our nation has become so stupidly evil, it’s no longer funny.
And America’s "leaders" whatever the hell that means anymore…are not even interested in justifying the blood they are shedding both at home and abroad in the name of Freedom?
They have no grip on a reality that isn’t grimly amusing to them and insanely wicked through and through them.
Though G-d remains faithful, He may not remain so for much longer.
Psa 76:1-12 ¶ In Judah [is] God known: his name [is] great in Israel.
In Salem also is his tabernacle, and his dwelling place in Zion.
There brake he the arrows of the bow, the shield, and the sword, and the battle.
Thou [art] more glorious [and] excellent than the mountains of prey.
The stouthearted are spoiled, they have slept their sleep: and none of the men of might have found their hands.
At thy rebuke, O God of Jacob, both the chariot and horse are cast into a dead sleep.
Thou, [even] thou, [art] to be feared: and who may stand in thy sight when once thou art angry?
Thou didst cause judgment to be heard from heaven; the earth feared, and was still,
When God arose to judgment, to save all the meek of the earth.
Surely the wrath of man shall praise thee: the remainder of wrath shalt thou restrain.
Vow, and pay unto the LORD your God: let all that be round about him bring presents unto him that ought to be feared.
He shall cut off the spirit of princes: [he is] terrible to the kings of the earth.
L-RD of Hosts, G-d of Israel and the nations, be Thou Terrible!