My Bloody (belated) Valentine

Americans are upset. And have every right to be upset too. And our reasons are often the exact opposite and contradictory, yet we’re each struggling to be there for one another and work together though we can’t even share the same opinions and pastimes anymore, let alone personal space and passions. I speak of the differences between Believer and heathen, sinner and Saint….Because we are entering an age, I believe in which their is going to be a desperate need for segregation according not only to race and cultural opinion/bias, but religious expectation and desire. It’s a time when the sheep will be separated from the goats, and the blemished from the unblemished, the pure from the impure and the tares may be removed and the wheat gathered together…And the consequences of this separation may be violent at times, and hard to bear. It’s what Jesus came to do before the end came during the age of his ministry. He came to draw a line in the sand, and say stand with me on this side, or stand with the enemy, the end is coming and the Kingdom is nigh. Decide now, I’m not your mother, I’m not going to pander to your ego nor your delusive mind and body’s wants. I’m here to give you what you need, not what you want. Be wise therefore and remember what grants you what you wish and want for, it is by keeping Holy that which you need, that eventual and less important wants and urges are fulfilled in a way that will never leave you empty and rotten, or miserable and incomplete.

The major problem I have with where we stand now, is that the wrong side, having the upper hand and knowing it, yet still under a heavy burden which they are in denial of, chooses to ridicule and make to feel guilty and insignificant , the very solution to everyone’s problems, because it be a hard one to work into their world, while saving face…

Maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad thing if men and women in the world were made to feel like what they are, guilty, counterfeit and bitterly condemned to a life of senseless toil and slavery…When, by their own choice they had an opportunity to at least enjoy family and holiday cheer according to their love for G-d and the saved within their families, they had a reason to be proud of themselves and being elders, parents, etc. wasn’t such a crime as it’s become.


If a certain faction of the American adult population had not become so selfishly wicked and abominably seditious, we might yet redeem our way of life and regain some meaning…

But when the guilty party, is completely unwilling to own even the slightest portion of said guilt and responsibility and demands a say and representation in our society, when they don’t even deserve their daily meat and servitude…not only so but demand entertainment, works, fun and amusements of their choice, and is wickedly misrepresented in every corner of the globe, from which they ought to be swept out and stamped upon with violent disregard for mercy because they showed none to those worthy of the same. Stupidly imagining themselves heroes doing "right" when it was anything but. For those whom they waged "war" upon were NOT terrorists, and would have laid down their lives as sheep, I believe for a Godly and Just Nation which America is NOT.

When these make the innocent and the worthy feel unworthy and guilty, I can find no reason to even consider them worthy of the mercy I might show a beast. And rather I wish to crush every head, as a serpents, and abandon all niceties and honorable formalities, and hate outright all and all, and destroy without consideration or judgment. It becomes, "kill ’em all and let G-d sort ’em out," and it would be those closest to me in heart and nation who would be first to go, indeed the phrase, "women and children first" would have some meaning at last.

We the people are all blasphemous swine! trust none of us! We are lazy and perverted and expect the nations to cow down to us for being violent enough to secure our right to be lazy and perverted…We are stupid and obstinate and violently proud of it. We heap flattery upon anyone who might believe it, hoping only to gain by it and our hearts are full of malice and deceit.

We hate you and mock your existence 24 hours a day, no matter who you are. And why? Because we hate G-d and have never loved Him. We know those who would be willing to be obedient to His Commandments if they knew better and we never want that to happen because it would be their gain and our loss. Absolute pigheaded selfishness! We refuse to become Jewish and demand HATE. Because this world and all her schemes and trappings and bull dung vanities, will drag you down and destroy your will to live and when there is nothing left of you, we’ll move on to the next victim.

I swear we are intensely hateful. The lowest form in the Universe! Our hate should produce life and love in both us and You, and if we deny this, we are self condemned and yet You may be saved.

If You’re considering it, don’t go to war, but rather help and encourage Your enemy, by being the very best and most Lawful being in Creation. But never trust anyone. The Truth is in You or it is not available in Your world at all. When we the people realize the Truth, we may be moved to condemn all we’ve ever known and done and completely change and join in being Jewish. Until then, we’re to be treated with disdain and even contempt and fear.

Ya see, Doc’, the only reason I ever remained America’s friend or remained friendly with the world and people in general is because I knew She and they would be given power to get close to You. She’s the devil’s left hand man(woman.) The devil looks through the eyes of all people and may invade the body of any willing member in the world. And most people don’t even think about this. They spend their entire lives serving the devil in ignorance and vain futilities and when in the end, they are abandoned in a sickbed, at the mercy of their enemies, they wonder why and curse G-d, but it was they all along who were and are to be cursed. Because they would not hear, see, nor do.

Fighting this Beast requires a Sinful Saint.

By being the way I have at times in front of You, I’ve tried to reveal Your enemy at every opportunity. Although our relationship began in love, it changed when She decided to betray me for personal gain, and victimized myself, You and others, She never should have, out of desperation brought on in panic that Her own misdeeds were going to be brought to light and She condemned for the same. She also knew that this is the way of the world once you’ve passed the point of no return. So She did what She did to protect some She loved, but it was a judgment She made in ignorance of the Law and G-d’s Way. She became like a child molester with a badge because She’s trying to protect children from an eventuality of reality that is worse than they are or were aware of, but in this, She is ultimately serving the devil and seeking prey for Herself, as She must and as most people will when they fall from Grace. The right and just Way is to condemn sin in others and self and seek to keep children from sin. But She’s a slave to it and likes it, knowing She has a license to sin granted by the devil himself. She loves herself in this context, and by contrast, hates Her former self, which to me, possessed more meaning than all the world’s riches. Because when She may be, America is one of the wisest Ladies of Liberty who ever Existed. Her heart is magical and Her spirit bold and strong. But now, She’s become what’s She’s not, but that which in wisdom She believed She had to be to protect Her own. And protect Her own, She will, come Hell or high water. Her "act" is an act, but She means it with all Her heart. Don’t believe anything She says, but understand when She speaks, She means to be understood..She has fun, especially when She compliments or flatters you. She frequently means the exact opposite. She’s become very hateful, because She’s full of bitter roots and broken rotten branches. She will kill you if you give Her a reason to…And She MUST egg you on…It’s Her way and Manifest Destiny. And Her servants are everywhere in the world. They have no scruples and will do anything to get an advantage over another. It’s a big game to the wicked, in which they make and break all the rules, while the righteous waste their strength in futility, trying to play by them. Separate yourself from them for a time, and you’ll slowly come to realize what I am talking about and that I speak the Truth. Grow wise and learn to defend yourself spiritually, and those who are fighting with you, on your side. People you haven’t been able to get to know because you believed a lie, as I did and many others have. But you’ll have to figure out whom you may and may not trust on your own…Ultimately, your goal should be to help both enemy and friend function together in a system of G-d’s Design. Patient endurance is the Key. I love you and you may always trust me, and G-d and hopefully, someday, yourself as well.

And, believe it or not, I still love America and would love to redeem Her from the curse that has befallen Her. All She need do is admit to Her folly and sin and return to me as my Bride would or may. I don’t think She is capable of it. She imagines She’s gone too far and still wishes to mar the righteous and justify the wicked. I wish She could realize what renewal She might taste and feel if She were willing to be Lawful…But She loves Her own designs and patterns, and does not always think of the One who makes Her capable of them, so She is unable and incapable of working with Him. She’s unclean in so many ways! And I’ve wasted entirely too much strength trying to heal Her. She’s lust and temptation, defilement emanating from a swine’s sty. Restless and violent, yet trained like a demon to act otherwise and snare the innocent. Most of the world is this way. Escape Her we must, if She will not repent and relent. Here’s what is not so easy to understand: I think when Lady Liberty fell, She agreed to become what She has become because She loved Us, but when She was granted the power She sought, She loved that more, because She suffers want and need for soul. She, like the rest of the world, fills the void with a common bond in misery and a love of wickedness. She’s little red riding hood, Dorothy of the Wizard of Oz, the original "Buffalo Gal" and She just wants to get out and enjoy something, anything, madness even, if only it will deliver Her from the mundane and tedious misery of whatever it is She desires to escape. She’s worked so hard creating a lie with all the love in Her heart, that She’s forgotten the value of Truth. And I can’t, nor may G-d save such an one as wishes above all else, to be part of a lie. To such, the Truth is a lie and something they must put the eye out of, preferably both, and the Light out of, if it refuses to cease to shine of its own accord. Being more accustomed to darkness, they prefer to stumble on paths unsure and full of obstacles which they violently move out of their way, rather than a straight and narrow path to glory and Life everlasting. The latter is the Path I am endeavoring to cut within Her midst and She may hate me for it, and has worked overtime to cover it up, so that none may find It. Welcome and praise the Light, even if it expose something awful and embarrassing about you. There is no reason to fear It, nor those who bring the Dawn of a New Creation. "For G-d is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance." Which is why I say, trust no one, especially older people, because they love darkness rather than light, and their own agendas and schemes rather than the Design of the Creator of the World. Americans love nothing more than seeing You and I turned into what we are not- crazy, angry, violent people, because it is natural for them to be so. They chose darkness long ago and agreed to play a wicked game wherein few may be found victorious and ever fewer be considered heroes. Makes it nearly impossible to know whom to trust. Such drives many to despair, sadness, grief and anger. These you must master and if you are made able; to overcome by the Grace of G-d, you’ll know all things, and all those who hate you will be forced to serve you. And what is more, you’ll be worthy of a gift and crown few have been blessed with the opportunity to receive.

Such is the Crown I strive for.

Rev 2:26-29 And he that overcometh, and keepeth my works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations:
And he shall rule them with a rod of iron; as the vessels of a potter shall they be broken to shivers: even as I received of my Father.
And I will give him the morning star.
He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.

Rev 3:12, 21 Him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go no more out: and I will write upon him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, [which is] new Jerusalem, which cometh down out of heaven from my God: and [I will write upon him] my new name.
To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne.

Rev 21:7 He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.
Amen

I hate you and miss you, Valentine.

About barzdovg666

I'm a revelationist/prophestylist, and lover and servant of HaShem of Hosts.
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