Revelation-a most impossible act to follow…
I have enjoyed my current state of imprisonment far and above all previous situations of the same very much and wish to reward and acknowledge these kind souls for their dutiful and fair manner of custody. They are no doubt examples of the afore mentioned "status quo" problem vexing our nation’s capabilities and prosperity proper. But for their part, are or seem to be more victimized by the same, as unwilling participants in an unusually hard and trying game more often like unto combat on the battlefield of what life is or has become for so many of us in the Latter-days in America.
I thank you, you know who you are. I am humbled by your love and service.
Nevertheless, I am yet and still a prisoner, being sent about from one lord of the kingdom to another…which makes this work increasingly difficult. I believe this was and is the intent of my enemy. All my files, have been confiscated and no doubt corrupted…My enemy is a very strange being and takes personal slights very seriously when they corrupt his own understanding and knowledge of himSelf. The devil in a man does not like to loose nor will he refrain from playing dirty.
But what this entirely unfair and exploitive measure does to me is impossibly vexing, and maddeningly discomfitting. Like dancing with an absent partner…hard to capture the proper tempo and rhythm, never inspired by the same melody. Stumbling through days and nights of chaotic, perplexing movements, creating, as it were, an entirely original choreography; spotaneous yet marvelously predestined form of operatic proportions, revealing new dimensions within dimensions, ever multiplying of their own volition, viability and enthusiasm. Like dancing with an unwilling Bride, who nevertheless, must dance, for she is a dancer, it almost becomes a wrestling.I feel like Solomon.
Pro 30:18-19 There be three [things which] are too wonderful for me, yea, four which I know not: The way of an eagle in the air; the way of a serpent upon a rock; the way of a ship in the midst of the sea; and the way of a man with a maid.
Anything and everything has been done unto me to break my flow, interrupt my thought patterns (which even I have had an impossible time of late capturing!) or cause me to stumble, and fall from Grace. It only makes the final outcome that much more miraculous and mystifyingly captivating unto Spiritual clarity sensed and felt in the innermost parts of the Body of Christ.
Pro. 23:15-16 My son, if thine heart be wise, my heart shall rejoice, even mine. Yea, my inmost being shall rejoice, when thy lips speak right things.
Along with the above difficulties, my enemy often stoops to theivery, taking and destroying works and/or presenting them as his/her own. Which is fine, except that he/she often mutilates the purity of the work or embellishes it unto perversity and uselessness, rather than perfection and edification.
Jer 23:30-40 Therefore, behold, I [am] against the prophets, saith the LORD, that steal my words every one from his neighbour. Behold, I [am] against the prophets, saith the LORD, that use their tongues, and say, He saith. Behold, I [am] against them that prophesy false dreams, saith the LORD, and do tell them, and cause my people to err by their lies, and by their lightness; yet I sent them not, nor commanded them: therefore they shall not profit this people at all, saith the LORD. And when this people, or the prophet, or a priest, shall ask thee, saying, What [is] the burden of the LORD? thou shalt then say unto them, What burden? I will even forsake you, saith the LORD. And [as for] the prophet, and the priest, and the people, that shall say, The burden of the LORD, I will even punish that man and his house.Thus shall ye say every one to his neighbour, and every one to his brother, What hath the LORD answered? and, What hath the LORD spoken? And the burden of the LORD shall ye mention no more: for every man’s word shall be his burden; for ye have perverted the words of the living God, of the LORD of hosts our God.Thus shalt thou say to the prophet, What hath the LORD answered thee? and, What hath the LORD spoken? But since ye say, The burden of the LORD; therefore thus saith the LORD; Because ye say this word, The burden of the LORD, and I have sent unto you, saying, Ye shall not say, The burden of the LORD; Therefore, behold, I, even I, will utterly forget you, and I will forsake you, and the city that I gave you and your fathers, [and cast you] out of my presence: And I will bring an everlasting reproach upon you, and a perpetual shame, which shall not be forgotten.
Because of the two ways in which men may be baptized, difficulties arise in making the two bodies allegiant work together. On the one hand, you have men who are hardened yet devoted by Law to serving G-d and Nation as those who have been baptized by fire, tried in the furnace of afflction(Zech. 13:8-9). Their way, of neccessity, is harder than those who submitted to the Will and Way of the L-RD when being baptized unto the Kingdom of Life Eternal. Both men are new creations in the L-RD, but their remaineth a difference and a difficulty yet to overcome and surmount. For behold, the one is already in the Kingdom and the other, striving to enter through much tribulation and uncertainty due to his choice and the law of free will.
1Cr 12:13 For by one Spirit are we all baptized into one body, whether [we be] Jews or Gentiles, whether [we be] bond or free; and have been all made to drink into one Spirit.
This is what Freedom in America was, I say, was, supposed to be of and for. For Liberty, which is a Gift and can not be had any other way, is instituted by those who agree to be immersed and baptized unto Eternal Life, and the Right to choose would not exist without this Foundation. The Kingdom’s Expanse upon the earth is exactly purportionate to the number of souls willingly made subject unto the L-RD of Hosts, G-d of Israel and the nations, whose borders are fought over for the privilege of protecting and appointment of guard unto worthy subjects who manage the influx and deportations, of souls found worthy or unworthy of residency. A glorious privilege bestowed upon America’s best, brightest, and most Lawfully devoted souls.
Hard to relate to one another in this context. For instance, empathizing with someone in something you have little or no actual first hand experience with and have no real knowledge of causes further estrangement and strife. A meeting point must be established both in and out of real space and time, above and beneath all planes and surfaces, before and beyond mankind’s reach…
Rom 8:38-39 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
One is free by decision, right and agreement to serve dutifully and Lawfully in a situation of compromised allegiance in heart and will due to circumstance and obligations beyond our control. If it were a mere heart issue, its fruition would be as spontaneous and graceful as the theatric dance recital unlike the afore mentioned stumbling match, but such is why I say, I often feel as though I must dance alone…At least then, I am kept from stumbling. More importantly, I am kept from falling, by He who dances with sheep, not wolves.
Jud 1:24 Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present [you] faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy,
The less people decide to join the Living Church and be baptized, the greater the mass confusion and chaos, the harder and more absurdly taxing the labor for everyone becomes, especially the souls tried by fire, duty bound to uphold the gospel of a people at war in the world. Beauty and such transcend the whole and deliver for a duration, instantly that which is mired under the double load of sin and animosity toward G-d and fellow. And there is no beauty like unto that of Beauty in holiness. It is this Holiness that is the Mainspring of Life Eternal. This is an Inheritance, matchless in all Creation, more valuable than all of Creation’s treasures heaped together. And it is Ours for no more than willingness and the ability to be open to receive such an awesome Gift, which is why the recipients are more often harlots and thieves, who are more often than not led into temptation by a desire to fulfill themSelves and be realized in their Creator, but were led astray by the temptations and promises of he/she who created them not.
We must be ever concerned with sanctity and preservation of this Holiness for It is what grants us our freedom and the privileges of meaningful communion, dignifying actions, and inspirational thoughts in an otherwise destitute and meaningless reality of legality and pessimistic promises of worldly rewards that never truly come nor fulfill what we imagined they would if they do, at the last, arrive. Like a meal prepared to deprive or a gift given with the intention of leaving the bearer in eternal want.
Nothing strengthens like Christ. Every other meal is empty calories, that never restore strength no matter how much one ingest.
Two Disciples, one always full and renewed day to day, the other running on empty, working or fighting hard everyday, just to renew a strength that wont last through the day without consuming and trying serve that which is everlasting, simultaneously fearing that which may consume such a one at any moment. It is no small wonder that the world grows to hate Christ and His Disciples. A Crusader must be constantly brought to remembrance of the L-rd to hope to survive in the Latter-days. As painful as it may be for anyone, it is essential to the Nation in which Believers gather to worship the L-RD in Spirit and Truth.
Such makes being kind very difficult, and being around someone who may be kind in Truth, maddening. Such led Paul to bemoan his fate appropriately before His L-RD.
Gal 4:12 Brethren, I beseech you, be as I [am]; for I [am] as ye [are]: ye have not injured me at all. And my temptation which was in my flesh ye despised not, nor rejected; but received me as an angel of God, [even] as Christ Jesus.Where is then the blessedness ye spake of? for I bear you record, that, if [it had been] possible, ye would have plucked out your own eyes, and have given them to me. Am I therefore become your enemy, because I tell you the truth? They zealously affect you, [but] not well; yea, they would exclude you, that ye might affect them.
Liberty is a difficult claim to enjoy when one must crusade to forward the Cause of the Same. In America an apostasy so unforgivably abominable that its true essence may only be felt in a vomitorium, has taken hold of everyman and it has become difficult to impossible for the L-RD to acknowledge the least of his children with the Love that is G-d. Men would rather blind every eye and disable every body than admit they’re all lying, vile, sacks of crap…rotting and dying daily, much to their own right fear. Instead they boast that beastly strength is something to be exalted and rewarded, deception and dishonor likewise have their praise and are the mark of an initiate, but the only one’s they deceive are themselves, and the only rewards they have coming to them evil and only evil. Yet with the help of their rewarder they founded a Nation and corrupted the multitudes of every nation, in the name of a brotherhood good from sea to shining sea.
In True Christendom, only those who believe and serve out of honest devotion to the L-RD are worthy to receive anything at all, and table scraps befit the majority and they ought to be happy to receive that much. And when We eat, drink, speak, and do all manner of work, the outcome of our words, actions, and labours strengthen those who benefit from these gifts we help to bring into G-d’s Creation, thankful for the ability and right to do so and little more. Such is a tree pruned by a caring gardener. Such is a meal prepared by a child who knows nothing of the evils of a "master chef."
The Kings of the earth are having difficulties making the old ways of America work with the new ways and the Way being provided for all by the L-RD. The L-RD and His servant more often than not frustrate all. There is wisdom in what they are trying to do, and though it may not seem so right now, in the end the work will be justified by the means. The L-RD knows the hearts, and things men can’t know or see, are plain to Him.
Men, including kings of the earth lack patience and faith. But they have strength and should be feared. Not more than the L-RD, but it is better to be safe than sorry. They obviously have the power to make things very difficult for whomever they wish to. Most kings in America are hidden. You wont find them running for political office, nor making news headlines very often. They know their power relies on their anonymity. Some love G-d. Some don’t. Believers and doers of the Word, make life as people in the world lust to live it, difficult.
Things get really hard when someone threatens to take away things we love or do take them away. Everyone ought to have the right and opportunity to decide whether or not they wish to be restored without price unto their L-RD for no more than that which the Same is willing to reward them with. In the world, it gets too confusing. Too many enemies try to take away what matters from one another. Bitter roots spring up and try to defile and poison anyone’s well, just for the sake of committing and evil act, for until they do so, they are permitted no rest.
Pro 4:16 For they sleep not, except they have done mischief; and their sleep is taken away, unless they cause [some] to fall.
I have Faith we can, as a nation, return to the L-RD and use His Torah to unframe a Nation and suit it anew to His Glory and Purpose with a system of restored justice that satisfys one and all willing to accept right and just counsel, that may, more often than not, disagree with personal desires, for our own good. Making unwilling grown "adults" throw tantrums like children, forcing them to give up plans and agendas that cannot be part of a nation under G-d. Our mission is one of reconstruction, that does not call us to destroy, but dismantle what should never have been and accept instead that which Is and should Be.
At times, we are called to do no more than hide away for a season and permit the L-RD to destroy those powers and principalities that rule unjustly. When the time passes, those who suffered willingly, enjoy renewal and a new lease and chance to redeem themselves and live and work together blossoms. Being patient, resting and waiting can be the hardest part. But such permits Us to heal if we take right advantage of the opportunity.
Brethren, consider your ways.
Gal 5:9-10, 12-23, 25-26; 6:2
A little leaven leaveneth the whole lump.
I have confidence in you through the Lord, that ye will be none otherwise minded: but he that troubleth you shall bear his judgment, whosoever he be.
I would they were even cut off which trouble you.
For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only [use] not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another.
For all the law is fulfilled in one word, [even] in this; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.
But if ye bite and devour one another, take heed that ye be not consumed one of another.
[This] I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh.
For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.
But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law.
Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are [these]; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,
Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,
Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told [you] in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.
Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another, envying one another.
Bear ye one another’s burdens, and so fulfil the law of Christ.