Have you ever seen the film, "Invasion of the Body Snatchers"? I think it may offer the only explanation for what I’m presently enduring. It’s like I went to sleep one night, woke the next day and everyone around me had been "invaded" during the night, and all the people I had known or imagined I knew the previous day were gone, snatched up to someplace unknowable. Their frames/bodies and countenances were or are still recognizable, but the essence of who or what I thought they were is as absent as the sun on a cloudy day. Creepy! It’s like everyone seems brained dirtied (rather than brain washed) and soul marred (if the soul is not completely absent). What remains seems a strict, malignant call to disorder and a pact unspeakable.
Within myself, I feel an incorruptable invasion has taken place. It’s the complete opposite of what I feel has possessed those around me. An holy peace and holy order has filled my being. Living waters flow within, so that I am able to endure whatsoever circumstances I am in, and the strangeness, the suddenly foreign world around me, where every friend and family member has become enemy and hazard or obstacle to overcome or avert completely. Repulsed by that which once attracted. Frightened of that which once made me feel assured. Disillusioned and discouraged by that which once made me feel encouraged and hopeful. I imagine I’ve unearthed a tomb that I had no intention of ever digging up.
Jeremiah 8:3 "Death shall be preffered to life by all the remnant that remains of this evil family in all the places where I have driven them, says the L-RD of Hosts.
As I’ve been moving from place to place, with no sure idea where I’m headed, nor where I’ll end up from one day to the next, I had the privilege of spending a few days and nights with a wonderful, aged couple and their family, who possess a marvelous garden, in which grow a small, modest collection of fruit trees.
One evening, as Providence would have it, I was afforded the opportunity to help one of the matriarch’s son harvest an old peach tree from which they have grafted other, younger trees, that all seem to give fair to middling quality fruit even now when the family is hardpressed to find time and availability to see to the duties of running an old and proper homestead of Massachusetts lore…I came upon a dead branch that was over hanging the yard and getting in the way of our work. I went to the shed and retrieved a pair of loppers and lopped it off and replaced the cutters where I had gotten them, and we finished the work of retrieving the last of the peaches from the uppermost limbs of the tree and went inside to wash and either ready for eating or jar and can what we had harvested from the tree. While doing so, the lady afore-mentioned- whose name is a biblical one, but which I will not share with my readers for her safety’s sake and that of her family to whom I am in debt for opening their home to me in a time of need- and I got into one of our many, quizzical conversations, which I am also very grateful for, and she asked me where I had put the "clippers" I had used. I replied that I had put them back where I had gotten them. Then she asked what I had cut, and I replied a "dead branch." She needed me to say this term several times before she finally understood what I was saying, or before I finally understood what she was trying to tell me. When I understood, she went immediately silent and the conversation was over.
This miraculous creature who is "legally blind" and whom her family despises and resents, saw more exactly and profoundly than anyone I’ve had the pleasure of meeting in my life, the situation I am in a directed me to the 15th chapter of John with a seemingly inconsequential reference to what I had just done in the garden for her, which explains precisely what my problem is and why.
Yea, and when I had finished reading that, I went from one revelation to another , throughout the holy scriptures, stringing together verses that inexplicably and quite miraculously told the story of my controversy.
Jeremiah 11:18-20; 12:13-17; 7:28 And the LORD hath given me knowledge [of it], and I know [it]: then thou shewedst me their doings.But I [was] like a lamb [or] an ox [that] is brought to the slaughter; and I knew not that they had devised devices against me, [saying], Let us destroy the tree with the fruit thereof, and let us cut him off from the land of the living, that his name may be no more remembered.But, O LORD of hosts, that judgest righteously, that triest the reins and the heart, let me see thy vengeance on them: for unto thee have I revealed my cause.
Thus saith the L-RD against all mine evil neighbours, that touch the inheritance which I have caused my people Israel to inherit; Behold, I will pluck them out of their land, and pluck out the house of Judah from among them.And it shall come to pass, after that I have plucked them out I will return, and have compassion on them, and will bring them again, every man to his heritage, and every man to his land.And it shall come to pass, if they will diligently learn the ways of my people, to swear by my name, The L-RD liveth; as they taught my people to swear by Baal; then shall they be built in the midst of my people.But if they will not obey, I will utterly pluck up and destroy that nation, saith the L-RD.
This [is] a nation that obeyeth not the voice of the L-RD their G-d, nor receiveth correction: truth is perished, and is cut off from their mouth.
Deception must seem vital to those who have no sure source of vitality. Something held to by many dead branches who know that they were once part of a Living Tree or Vine Immaculate. Now all claiming authority without Representation and receiving the same from the Enemy of all.
The Christ Itself having difficulty remaining or finding any worthy of His loyalty. Being stretched and strained unto the absurd and unprofitable, becoming like unto Solomon whose Kingdom was torn apart and asunder in a New Jerusalem which has, in wisdom or in apostatical greed remained hidden from the eyes, ears, spirits and consciousness of mankind, best related in Jacob 5 of the Book of Mormon.
This entire calamity; my being escorted by police from my home, the restraining order, the hospital stay, and every step I’ve been led to take since, has been set up by the nations and their false gods and idols- the enemies of the L-RD, G-d of Israel.
The worst, most unbearable part is that it is those who seemingly are here to help, who had the greater part in setting me up and selling me out. Whether conscious of it or not, it is what has transpired. I have a hard time believing that my mother or sister would do what they did, uncoerced. Yet they did the same to my Dad when I was but a child, so that I may come to the conclusion that all of this has been done to betray the consciousness of my neice and nephews, may G-d keep them and bless them all the days of their lives. The same way our entire Nation of innocent young minds is being corrupted and betrayed by the very Heart of America and Its leaders, whatever rock they may hide under. They have no allegiance to the Rock of Israel.
All of these people who have betrayed me in one way or another, are desperate souls, in the hands of that which seeks to make miserable the souls of all mankind, and some, sadly, are more eager to serve him than they ever were to receive the Grace, Love, and Providential Care of He who created them.
An ancient game of pig and dog, cat and mouse, fox and hound, what have you, is being played and most days, it is all I can do to grab the rats by their tails and help aright their course, guiding them out of darkness and into light, to do that which they are not accustomed to doing but which must be done (Jer 13:23 Can the Ethiopian change his skin, or the leopard his spots? [then] may ye also do good, that are accustomed to do evil), if anyone is to survive and reap the blessings of a Relationship with the Almighty, whose hand has been powerfully upon me for many years now and which, as it is written in the Scriptures, shall not forsake me unless I forsake He.
1Ch 28:9 And thou, Solomon my son, know thou the God of thy father, and serve him with a perfect heart and with a willing mind: for the L-RD searcheth all hearts, and understandeth all the imaginations of the thoughts: if thou seek him, he will be found of thee; but if thou forsake him, he will cast thee off for ever.
It has been incredibly hard for me to know who might be on my side, if any. I’ve found it best to assume none may be trusted, and that my only hope is to trust in the L-RD and obey Him at all costs.
Those who act lawfully in America are truly Lawless. Those who act charitable, in seeming goodwill, are truly murderous. They deny the L-RD and His Servant daily, to His Face. Provoking Him to wrath, sin or hypocrisy at every available opportunity. Their hearts are perverse and far from G-d. In their inmost being, they despise Light and Holiness.
Violently belligerent, cowards, the lot of them, imagining themselves brave because they have grown cold and unfeeling, mean and stupid, yet rich and calculating in latent ability or talent perverted to no good end by their own darkened understandings. And are willing to endure the calamity they’ve brought upon themselves. And all, whether guilty or innocent, must suffer the same in one way or another. Such wickedness exists nowhere else on earth, but in the heart of America, the poorest nation, in the world. America has seven different froms of manifestation, and everyone, a bitch.
Rev. 3:17-22 Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:
I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and [that] the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.
As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.
Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.
To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne.
He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.
Now, to be moving on…got to find a place to live you know…again, if anyone is reading this, prayer and assistance is sought of and welcomed by yours truly.
The Aaronic Benediction be upon all found worthy of it.