Matthew 8:20 The foxes have holes, and the birds of the air [have] nests; but the Son of man hath not where to lay [his] head.
The forces of the law of the land, being thoroughly corrupt and purchased with evil means ($) have sought to silence me and remove me from my home, and make me ill at ease if not in health (and I am, in fact, ill-flu like, cold of some sort). I have spent the past month, in jail, in a mental unit of a hospital, in a hotel, in various homes of friends, acquaintances and strangers, seeking safehouse and to somehow overcome the false witness/charges brought against me by family members and whomever is trying to take my home and land away from me. I cannot afford legal counsel and was kept from speaking in my own defense when initially brought to court on the false charge that I had threatened to kill my own mother! I do believe a mercy killing might be just the thing for her, as most of her days consist of suffering both mentally and physically, but it is not mine to actually take or give life to whomsoever I will. The fact is, I opened my mouth and shared a concern with a family member and was stabbed in the back and my home was taken from me on a very questionable basis.
And this brings up past issues and the real crime that has been perpetuated against my father and I and that has been the theft of a life’s work and heritage immaculate, turned into something of ridicule; cut up and squandered at the hands of fools.
Mormon 9:31 "Comdemn me not because of mine imperfection, neither my father because of his imperfection, neither them who have written before him; but rather give thanks unto G-d that He hath made manifest unto you our imperfections, that ye may learn to be more wise than we have been."
The home and land rightfully belong to myself and the people of the Book/L-RD, who have faithfully endured this country’s treasonous denial of the G-d of Creation since the 1700’s, setting up an abomination in His Place. I’ll go into all this in another entry if I get the chance. For now I must act with haste and if I err, sobeit.
It gets more absurd as it goes on! Sister joined in the false witness, with a barrage of false testimony, very neatly and lawfully presented in court. While my own testimony had to be mailed from a hospital ward where I had to borrow pens and paper to even have a chance of defending myself. It was on Rosh Hodesh(Aug 25?), that I was awoken by policemen in my room at home, who escorted me to the courthouse without informing me of the why and wherefore. I honestly do not think they knew why nor had been informed of the purpose for the duty they were carrying out in ignorance("Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do"). It is now Rosh Hashanah, and I am trying to observe the New Year in a Spirit worthy of the L-RD, but I feel defeated and sick in body, soul and mind.
If anyone is reading this, please pray for me and any help I could receive would be a welcome gift and sign that G-d is still with others and myself in this world, and that brother may still and yet be willing to lay down his life for brother. Please, for your own sake, be careful in this day and age. I was cocksure and foolish to have been caught in this snare and taken by liars and miscreants of creation.
I am taking a great risk making this entry and am pressed for time, otherwise I would go into more detail and take greater pains in asking for some kind of assistance or miracle.
I am innocent and want no more than to live my life as a peaceful citizen, striving to live a holy life in the land. I am sure they will do worse to us as time rapidly approaches an end of an Age. May our sorrows be fewer someday.
I bid you, reader, strength to endure and joy and abundant peace in the New Year and during the High Holy Days.