Afraid. not scared

Luk 12:5 But I will forewarn you whom ye shall fear: Fear him, which after he hath killed hath power to cast into hell; yea, I say unto you, Fear him.


Let thy fear be for thy brethren not of thy brethren.


Phl 2:15-16 That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world; Holding forth the word of life; that I may rejoice in the day of Christ, that I have not run in vain, neither laboured in vain.


I recently joined under the name of "Kiyoshi’s Inori," (Teacher’s Dream) in honor of a man who played the role of my stepdad for many years who passed on in the past year or two. A wonderful fellow of profound strength and devotion. Unfortunately, not a believer, trapped in his sins, separated from the Holy Spirit of his own hateful will…Only by the Power and Persuasion of God and His servants was I able to escape a like fate. Nevertheless, a man to whom I owe a great debt of gratitude for pulling me away from some harmful delusions and teaching me of a humor and strength in failure that I knew not the way of. He indeed represents the ancient and honorable Nation of Japan that was turned into a thing of mockery and indignity in the Whore’s hateful cradle of filth…This man taught me that it is possible to bully people without being a bully at heart. A very difficult task to master, something that birthed the Bushido Samuri Code in Japan and an Age of Chivalry in England…

The wonderful thing about America is that She makes even chivalry something vainly absurd because that is what chivalry is at its core and though satisfyingly comforting, it is not the Comfort to be found in God and when you’ve given yourself to chivalry that is what you must protect and be separated from in a very personally taxing way…Which is probably what gave rise to taxes and those who love to enforce the levying of…but since America currently, though not historically, taxes the worthy and makes rich the vile and unworthy, the whole Game is made ridiculous and pointless…returning us at once to lands the earliest settlers and pioneers struggled desperately, wildly and victoriously for a time to escape long enough to attempt the establishment of that which Is and ought to Be. Unfortunately, everyman cheats the scales when given the opportunity and takes undue advantage of any and every advantage available in a society which may and doth corrupt the right of the same as a matter of test and temptation that must exist and which the strongest of men often fail to master or overcome.

I’ve posited this notion before in a different thread in which I stated something about America’s Freedom being an undue grant to thieves and scoundrels, establishing a bastard’s nation of lawlessness, under whose banners, in better times, Christ and the Body of Believers have achieved the truly impossible and miraculous Work of the Father thanks to the same lawless bastards who know their own and cannot avoid being aware of, in a most intimate way, the Heart of Our Saviours’ Aim, which doth bring them into a sort of allegiant and constrained state of service but by no means bridled proper. This is the American Dream- not some false prophet and whore’s claim of brotherly love and humanity, but criminal, carnal right to that which is the glory of what lies beneath, unearthed and made functional only by a greater Glory to which these shall never know nor do they desire to know the brightness and reward of. Thanks to the whore and false prophet, their works, better coined, misdeeds and crimes, have gone unknown and lo, presented as acheivement and medal deserving acts of bravery and gumption.

Yet, these often become more useful to the Christian Body Politick or Divine Right Party than the entire deluded mass of popular christianity so-called, which is caught up in the completely useless and vain affairs of humanity, better termed the Grand Delusion and Polution of Time, Space and the only frontier that truly matters, the American Collective Conciousness of Christendom.

ALL Christians need to come to the realization that they are in a world and part of a society and culture that they have zero right to, and this realization ought to scare the Life of the Christ back into them, because He certainly is not joined with them at present. They are at best, being humored by that which may, at any moment, lose its sense of humor and call for their blood to be spilt and head to be taken. So that these of which I have spoken above, will be your teachers, o ye who have made of yourselves many teachers and have forsaken He who was to be your only Guide and Teacher. These shall remind Christians worldwide of Christian Duty Proper by means foreign, or that ought to be so to the Christian Constitution and become a somewhat painful and definitely discomfitting reminder that we are strangers and sojourners here with a common lot and condition of service and duty toward one and all, with absolutely no due reward nor boasting rights in the world. This may be a hard reminder at times of the folly and consequence of overly much merry-making and the giving into sin and temptation of which there be many forms, the most deadly being the pride that goes with the delusional rewards of serving humanity’s vanity. Our reward as Christians is Christ no more, nor less. (Luke 10:38-42)

When our goal is to co-exist with that which wants no part of us, to be an absurd bunch of gad abouts in online chatrooms or upon the streets sharing our faith and handing out pamphlets that should sooner get us smacked than kissed, we are not following our Master’s teachings, but our own ego and selfwill, imaging ourselves to be a chosen vessel,. doing His Will, we become prey standing out in the open, rightfully taken and consumed of the Enemy at his leisure.

It should never have become an issue for those of the Divine Right to need to worry about having more members brought beneath than that remain above, but thanks to the Grand Delusion created by false prophets heeded and the Whore they call Mother, such is our sad state at present.

God is more angry with those who remain above yet serve a master from beneath, whether it be out of ignorance or willfull disobedience to the Higher Love and truth found in God and His Christ. These, though above, are beneath all. They know exactly what they do…Unlike the soldiers who crucified Jesus, and unlike the Jews who called for Jesus’ crucifixion out of the truest love and devotion under heaven…These play cat and mouse, and toy with Jesus. These are they who "anger the Holy One of Israel." They are like little devilish demonic children who take great pleasure in shutting up the heavens against any and all who might wish to pray to the Father through Jesus. They are also the abominations who lord it over innocent , ignorant Americans and foreigners, and indeed, the entire world. Themselves beggars and blindmen, desiring all citizens submit like lemmings, not lambs. For lambs might be of use, and to this nation of cowards and abominations, anything of use is deemed a burden unfit for use immediately destroyed or made useless by threat of violence and cunningly led down a road to Rome or worse. And we all have Christianity so-called to thank for this.

Our mission is a spiritual one, the physical manifestation of which is co-existence with that which we are not, forming defining parameters and boundary lines that have need of no absurd "border fences," nor "castle walls" to be "seen" known and heeded. Quite different from the faithless acts of insane, Christ crucifying men of the world who want no more than to waste this nation’s resources and Divine Right, possessing nonesuch themselves.

Most people who serve the Christ rightly and adequately, hate Jesus. If one has not passionately and zealously hated Jesus, one cannot know what a Relationship nor Devotion to God is all about. Jesus was given as a Curse. This was his love to us, that in cursing the name of Jesus Christ, we may never take the name of the L-RD in vain, rather we have Jesus’ name to take in vain as often as we like. Only after going through hell itself, do many become aware of the price and reward that manifests love toward Jesus, but even then, this love is a hard thing to express and make worthy. It is far easier to make your hate work for God than your love, and Our Enemy has mastered this advantage to no one’s profit.

Therefore hate, Christian, hate with all you’re worth, and ye shall serve the L-RD at long last!

Isa 45:7-13 I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these [things]. Drop down, ye heavens, from above, and let the skies pour down righteousness: let the earth open, and let them bring forth salvation, and let righteousness spring up together; I the LORD have created it. Woe unto him that striveth with his Maker! [Let] the potsherd [strive] with the potsherds of the earth. Shall the clay say to him that fashioneth it, What makest thou? or thy work, He hath no hands? Woe unto him that saith unto [his] father, What begettest thou? or to the woman, What hast thou brought forth? Thus saith the LORD, the Holy One of Israel, and his Maker, Ask me of things to come concerning my sons, and concerning the work of my hands command ye me. I have made the earth, and created man upon it: I, [even] my hands, have stretched out the heavens, and all their host have I commanded.I have raised him up in righteousness, and I will direct all his ways: he shall build my city, and he shall let go my captives, not for price nor reward, saith the LORD of hosts.

D&C 82: 22-24 And now, verily I say unto you, and this is wisdom, make unto yourselves friends with the mammon of unrighteousness, and they will not destroy you. Leave judgment alone with me, for it is mine and I will repay. Peace be with you; my blessings continue with you. For even yet the kingdom is yours, and shall be forever, if you fall not from your steadfastness. Even so. Amen.


Now, you’ll recall I started this entry speaking about a website.

I joined a discussion on "bullies" at this website and this is what I offered to one kid who was very much scared but not made functionally afraid of his tormentors, until I offered this:


Hold your ground, man.

"You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you." Eric Hoffer (1902-1983)

You know the thing about bullies is this:

They come off as being tough and whatever, but they’re all cowards at heart. A great number of them are closet homos…All the bestial jock asses of the world. They’re all gay. They became what they became in order to protect themselves and their right to be who they were, but the more they acted in defense of who they were and became that which they feared, they lost who they were and all right to be; cunningly led astray and made beastly by the Beast/Bitch, who eagerly rewarded and provided encouragement at every turn, feeding their delusion and psychosis like a magician pulling rabbits out of a hat. But the whole time she was sacrificing the rabbit or god in you and turning god into dog, in more than just spelling…Kind of what I figure makes one "gay" in the first place. I think it’s just people who know themselves and how they truly would be, given the perfect and ideal circumstance, but true affection, love and devotion made them couple with like sex in order to survive and find warmth in an otherwise brutal and very cold reality, made cold by the War of the very two Princes whom they must grow to love and hate and deny as dictates their desperate circumstance and their struggle with the incapacity if not unwillingness and inability to heed either/or.

Just let them know you’re not afraid of them. No need to be crazy, just be you and find the courage to slay them in the spirit.

If they know you know them, they’ll back off…See through their facade and they’ll run from you…

All cowards are that way, they just don’t want to be known for who they really are anymore. But your devotion to who you and they truly are may make possible the overcoming that permits and encourages each man to return home to Self and God.

Chances are they were once treated like geeks or less than "manly" whatever the heck "manly" is and their reaction was to become a beast and lash out, and go "crazy." There’s no real strength in that, just psychosis and desperation/delusion…which as "bunny"[moderator at the site chastised me for making it a gay bashing issue which I didn’t intend to] has taught me, is nothing to laugh at or mock. So, I think by trying to understand what made them so and having sympathy for their weakness, you’ll find it easier to reach out to them and defy their ill will toward you.

Use your Experience to Empathize

"Every difficulty in your life builds up your mental library of what it’s like to go through hard times. And every mistake enables you to empathize with others who also make mistakes. And every time you become frustrated or angry, you gain a better understanding of others who feel this way.

Make note of all your worries and your fears. Make note of your uncomfortable or embarrassing moments. These — together with every injury, illness, and wound — help you to become more sensitive to the suffering of others." [thanks to]

What it is, is this: they are envious of you. You have what they do not. You rule over your spirit, and they do not. You see, they aren’t free to be themselves…All frightened, thwarted children become bullies…or AOL technicians.

Try to, if you can, help them escape their own hell. Don’t be afraid of them. Do them a favor. Offer them whatever you can. Not a bribe or gift, but an honest word and affection…

If you believe in God, read, 1John 2:8-11. It helped me understand these types…

1Jo 2:8-11 Again, a new commandment I write unto you, which thing is true in him and in you: because the darkness is past, and the true light now shineth.
He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now.
He that loveth his brother abideth in the light, and there is none occasion of stumbling in him.
But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes.

I in no way suggest you learn how to fight. They may want you to so that they can crush you with experience in matters to cruel to get involved with. You can stand up to them without becoming violent.

You ever consider the fact that maybe those bullies love you?

Scaring the crap out of you keeps you from becoming like them, full of crap…Now that’s what I call loving sacrifice. They walk in darkness and have terrors upon them 24/7, yet in this they find the strength to care for you in anyway they can. Sometimes you’ve got to be cruel to be kind as the old song goes…

Believe it or not, I’ve come across many a lone wolf in my time, willing to stir up a peaceful lion, tiger or bear just for the pure thrill of it and chance at recognition. Those who fight in packs are not necessarily bullies either, but act as protective squandrons sometimes.

All of this is why I follow a bold lamb who possesses the heart of a lion. His simple presence, disarms wolves whether in pack or lone with defiant love, which permits the wolf to be and be known for who he is, yet does not permit the wolf to tresspass or oppress who this Lamb is and is known as either. God created everything and everyone out of Love.

It is not always good to look your enemy in the eye either. For your enemy may use such an opportunity to plot against you in the future. Seeking out your will so as to betray you further. You can be in the same room with another who is your enemy and "slay" them in the spirit and drive them out without looking them in the eye nor seeming cowardly for avoiding such. If you do not really love your enemy, looking them in the eye may get you popped in your own. I’m not encouraging defiant behaviour or bestial posturing and provocation. Quite the contrary, if it repulses your enemy to act like a coward in his eyes, than stick with that scenario, but if you can make your enemy, your ally or friend, then you’ve made him rise to the occassion rather than he dragging you down to the mire where it’s dog eat dog.


Luk 6:29 And unto him that smiteth thee on the [one] cheek offer also the other; and him that taketh away thy cloke forbid not [to take thy] coat also.

It’s a powerful, egotistical trip, believing someone is scared of you and that they may be "owned" because of your superior strength and machismo. It’s a thrill "owning" your enemy too. Bullies hate he who will not fight. Especially he who is not scared of them, but rather afraid for them. It negates their whole reality and being. The ONLY way to justify such a boneheaded "lifestyle choice" is if it be in defense of the exact opposite of what you are claiming to be. And then, you give up all claim and right to be what you ought to be as well, lord and master of your own life and God granted realm/space, such is when the world creates more borders and fences and laws, etc. all in a panicked effort to protect that which they no longer have a right to.

And unfortunately, such is what is often felt to be and indeed IS necessary in defending lambs from wolves. One finds that the realm they’ve struggled to secure and make a home in is turned over to a lamb who does no more than exist simply of the land and in the home that you built, becoming Master of that which you fought and struggled to make for yourself. Sometimes turning this over to a lamb is not easy…There go your bragging rights, your master bedroom, your this and that, your collection of CDs and DVDs, carefully and lovingly selected and cared for…One day, you come home and a little "kid" is making sandwiches with your Iron Maiden and Roberta Flack cds, pasting them together, using your shaving cream and hair gel, because he couldn’t reach the peanut butter, or because you forgot to buy any for him…This is when you discover your enemy isn’t some Iraqi Insurgent but your own vanity and american born insanity.

Ecc 7:8-9 Better [is] the end of a thing than the beginning thereof: [and] the patient in spirit [is] better than the proud in spirit. Be not hasty in thy spirit to be angry: for anger resteth in the bosom of fools.

Pro 16:32 [He that is] slow to anger [is] better than the mighty; and he that ruleth his spirit than he that taketh a city.

As new creations, living and existing among old, rightfully bitter and angry, perverse and dispossessed citizens hatefully claiming the right to everything but Christ; one need live a careful yet discriminately bold existence, as Jesus himself did. Let thy fear serve thy country and thine Enemy therefore. Suffer all thing patiently, save it be denying your God and the Holy Spirit.


Do not stay upon he who bullies you. Stay upon He who loved you and gave His Life for you.


Isa 10:20 And it shall come to pass in that day, [that] the remnant of Israel, and such as are escaped of the house of Jacob, shall no more again stay upon him that smote them; but shall stay upon the LORD, the Holy One of Israel, in truth.

About barzdovg666

I'm a revelationist/prophestylist, and lover and servant of HaShem of Hosts.
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